The Pain Of Unshared Feelings-katiekisses4433

The Story

Hello! I will specify that I am a girl. There is a man I love very much, but he doesn't respond to my feelings ... he doesn't even pay any attention to me. We have known each other for 6 years and at first he liked me, but then I did not respond to his feelings and now it is the opposite. I have been in love with him for 4 years now. I cry for him every day / I cried on the bus today /, even now. We're in the same school and I see him hanging out with other girls, and I feel like I'm gone .. I'm very tormented by this .. I realized a long time ago that I have no chance with him, but I can't give him up. He is not a womanizer, if you think so. I don't want to live like that anymore. I don't have many friends, and even the few I have ... I can't say that they are very good friends of mine. I tried to forget it 4 times, but it didn't work. The first time I tried not to think about him for a month and I thought that I had overcome it, but it was not so. As soon as I saw him again ...... the feelings returned. We don't talk or anything. At least we used to go out, but ... I don't want to feel any feelings for him, I want him to be indifferent to me, but he can't, you can't command your heart. I don't want to spend my life like that ... I'm only 13, and I don't feel like living anymore. I'm very sick .. Thanks to those who read my story! In fact, I don't know why I wrote it ... maybe I just want to share it with someone. Thanks again! Good luck in love! I'm very sick .. Thanks to those who read my story! In fact, I don't know why I wrote it ... maybe I just want to share it with someone. Thanks again! Good luck in love! I'm very sick .. Thanks to those who read my story! In fact, I don't know why I wrote it ... maybe I just want to share it with someone. Thanks again! Good luck in love!

Last Updated
October 11, 2020
Author:
katiekisses4433

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