It is said that the artists were very emotional and prone to depression. Well ... I think so really. I don't know where to start and I can't find a way out of depression right now. Every day I say to myself: nothing is happening to me, I have not achieved anything in this life, why should I continue? Almost 6 months ago, I broke up with a man ... whom I loved very much. I dedicated my life to this man and finally ... the guy found a beauty, a beauty, he didn't need me anymore. He was also an artist. I have helped him many times and now after this separation, I am so disgusted. Many times he said to me: I fell in love with you because of your art. So tell me how to keep doing this? Even more so given the fact that he is also an artist. Even more so after all the circuses that I did and he did .... he said to me: "Look at you! What have you achieved in life? How old are you and you haven't achieved anything. Who will take you like that? You are a walking curse. "Well ... he may be right. Even with each passing day, I think more and more that he was right and that I am nothing. I have a friend who takes care of me. He is not an artist. But I still can't get out of this hole for a long time. And the crisis with art ... has shaken me before, but I can already feel how he put his knife to my bone. .. I don't have the will to do it. I used to find pleasure in creating. Now I don't find pleasure anymore. I avoid people who are artists. I find it ... feigned, stupid. I put an end to it maybe. Now ... and that doesn't support me. I'm considering the option of going to a psychologist, it might help me, because I can't handle it. Really ... I don't have the will. And if this ever happens to ... my ex-boyfriend ... I can only tell him this: I'm sorry. But most of all, I feel sorry for myself for allowing myself to get into this state. I hugged my depression on my own. I let her in myself. It is normal for a boy to seek his happiness elsewhere. I want to get out of this world, if I can, because ... I can't stand the shame of who I am. I can't anymore I don't want more. I'm sorry because ... I can't stand the shame of who I am. I can't anymore I don't want more. I'm sorry because ... I can't stand the shame of who I am. I can't anymore I don't want more. I'm sorry
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You just need a psychologist or a psychiatrist. You have to start respecting yourself, otherwise there is no one. If you see his ex, tell him to look after his work. Leave the past and act!