The Other

My story, which I will tell you, does not require regret or blaming anyone, I just want to tell it, although I know that there are probably many similar ones on this site or it has happened to many people. How impudent can a person be? I didn't believe there were such brazen people until it happened to me. I didn't have a boyfriend until a year ago. Last year I was in 12th grade - a high school graduate. True, I didn't go out much in the evening, as my classmates or acquaintances from other schools did, because I preferred to study and prepare for both the matura and the entrance exams. We met the man in question on the Internet. It was March at the beginning of 10-11. We found ourselves from a city. We saw each other a few days after the first writing and went out for a few weekends - Saturdays or Sundays, because he knew that I was busy preparing and trying not to bother me too much. And he is many years older than me and our people did not know about us at first. But later I introduced him to my mother. She didn't approve that he was much older than me, but she saw how he treated me and accepted him. I said to myself - how nice it is to find a person who complies with me, with when I'm busy, with not insisting on sex or having me as superficial because of my appearance. Indeed, when we did not see each other, I missed him very much, we talked constantly and wrote to each other in messenger. I was already very much in love with him and I was constantly wondering if he felt the same way about me. It's time to buy a dress. He asked me if he could come with us and choose together. Of course I agreed. I bought a dress, but they had to fix it a bit and I left it in the store, he bought me a bag, because he wanted me to have a gift from him too, even though I didn't really agree. He had asked me who would be my cavalier at the ball from my classmates and I told him that no one had invited me, hardly anyone would invite me because I am more shy, and knowing that we are together hardly anyone will consider inviting me. He asked me if I wanted to be my gentleman, of course I wanted to, but I told him that if he wanted to come to our ball he had to talk to my class and pay for the restaurant for a place and buy clothes. But he always postponed the conversation with the lady and said that if I came to the restaurant again, it was enough for me, the important thing was to take a picture with you. At the end of April last year, we talked about sex for the first time. He had asked me if I thought about it and that he didn't insist on it until I decided I was ready. A few days later, when we were kissing, I had told him that I was thinking of trying it with him. He rejoices at first, but then reacts rather strangely. He told me that he had never been with virgin girls before and that these things were for teenagers. I asked him why he said such things to me, given that he had a lot of experience with women, even though he had never been a virgin before. He was just saying he wasn't going to open up with a girl, even if he had a boyfriend. he knew it would hurt me a lot. Then, for the first time, I felt that there was something in this man. She can't tell me once, when I'm ready, not to think about it, and now she can't say she's not going to be the first girl. But I was blinded and accepted everything. The days before we left, we didn't see each other at all, because I was studying hard for the prom, and he kept saying that he was busy and that he didn't want to bother me when I was studying so that I could get the grades with good grades, but he had promised me that he would be there when he was sent. On the day of the farewell, I did my hair, got well, went to school, the party came, I looked around the audience all the time and saw only strangers, I didn't even see my family because they were a little late, but they still came. We took pictures, went to a restaurant and only then my phone rang. It was him. I wondered if I should pick him up, but still the impatience to hear him prevailed. He congratulated me on my graduation, wished me luck and said that he did not come because he did some things that I will find out in the evening as a surprise. In the evening he sent me a picture of his suit, shirt, tie and shoes. I asked what it was, because I didn't think about anything at all except that I was angry. he mentioned that he went to the market and bought them for my ball. He even said our ball, which makes me happy. I forgave him as soon as he went for it, although inwardly I really wanted us to go together. Graduation exams passed and on the evening of May 23 I decided to go to bed earlier, because on May 24 I had to go to a beautician, manicurist, make-up artist and hairdresser for the ball. The next morning I go to my Facebook and watch him change his profile picture with the suit. I liked it and wrote him a message, it looks very good on you. But when you dressed him, where is it, and he said it was in front of a garden, he just liked the background in the back and clicked like that the night before. He mentioned that he was very tired and did not know if he would be able to come. I asked him how, you promised me, and he said he would see. I felt sick again and went to the cosmetics. I was busy waiting in the salons all day. And peace did not give me whether he would come or not. In the evening we went out in the center, walked around, shouted, but he was not there. The prom night went well, we had fun, but I was quite blown away and somehow I couldn't relax. I went to 2 and something at night on fb and saw a message from him this is your ball, have fun. I read it and wrote nothing. We went to Turkey for a week. When I returned, he came to see us and apologized for not coming, for not knowing what. I asked him if he had bought clothes, and how he wore them so that you could take pictures in front of that garden, and he didn't come to the ball even if you saw me. He apologized, apologized, and finally left. I came across a site that is private media for the city, where there were published photos of all high school graduates in the city. I wanted to see if I was anywhere. I'm watching for May 23 from one school a blonde, in a black dress, next to one who looked a hell of a lot like my friend. I look at the other pictures, he. I was shocked ... I had no words, she had caught him, and he was laughing next to her classmates. He and her class posed with her, as if they were their age. I sent the photos to my best friend and a friend and friend said that he looked like a lark, an uncle who is exposed in the photos of children. Of course he said it with irony to make me feel better, but I was really sick. I blocked him from everywhere and didn't pick up his calls anymore. I understood why he wanted nothing from me except fear. He just had a girlfriend. I turned out to be the other, the obstacle between two people who love each other. I didn't know how to tell my mother, so I lied to her that because I was thinking of studying in Sofia, we were splitting up. But they never understood the real reason. Now, a year later, when I saw them, I no longer felt anything. I'm not even sorry. They are so funny to me that looking at them together makes me laugh. The one with this old man, who seemed to be a child, did it because I thought she was pregnant. But overall, I'm glad I couldn't sleep with him. I am grateful that I experienced this, because I already know what kind of men I should not allow to myself. Have you ever seen someone lie to you on the Internet? Are men who have not been with virgin girls really afraid to be with them? I will be interested to hear opinions. Thanks in advance! But they never understood the real reason. Now, a year later, when I saw them, I no longer felt anything. I'm not even sorry. They are so funny to me that looking at them together makes me laugh. The one with this old man, who seemed to be a child, did it because I thought she was pregnant. But overall, I'm glad I couldn't sleep with him. I am grateful that I experienced this, because I already know what kind of men I should not allow to myself. Have you ever seen someone lie to you on the Internet? Are men who have not been with virgin girls really afraid to be with them? I will be interested to hear opinions. Thanks in advance! But they never understood the real reason. Now, a year later, when I saw them, I no longer felt anything. I'm not even sorry. They are so funny to me that looking at them together makes me laugh. The one with this old man, who seemed to be a child, did it because I thought she was pregnant. But overall, I'm glad I couldn't sleep with him. I am grateful that I experienced this, because I already know what kind of men I should not allow to myself. Have you ever seen someone lie to you on the Internet? Are men who have not been with virgin girls really afraid to be with them? I will be interested to hear opinions. Thanks in advance! that she is pregnant. But overall, I'm glad I couldn't sleep with him. I am grateful that I experienced this, because I already know what kind of men I should not allow to myself. Have you ever seen someone lie to you on the Internet? Are men who have not been with virgin girls really afraid to be with them? I will be interested to hear opinions. Thanks in advance! that she is pregnant. But overall, I'm glad I couldn't sleep with him. I am grateful that I experienced this, because I already know what kind of men I should not allow to myself. Have you ever seen someone lie to you on the Internet? Are men who have not been with virgin girls really afraid to be with them? I will be interested to hear opinions. Thanks in advance!