Hello,
At 18 I am and for two years I have had a great desire to become a mother. I am an only child and while I wanted to have a brother, now I want a son. I study in a vocational school, I do different things, but nothing attracts me. I don't know if it's right, but I've always wanted to be a housewife, to look after my children, to pamper my husband, etc. I'm horrified by the fact that I can stay an old maid and nerd. At the same time, I want to graduate from Uni. , but I also want to move to study and live in the United States and I want a baby and a man and I don't know anymore. I have the feeling that I have too high expectations and I am afraid that none of these things will happen in the next 5 years. I want a lot at once. I don't know what to do, am I going crazy sitting at home in quarantine or have I just squirmed already.
Please share any opinions. I don't like to share my plans with friends and family because I hear the same things every time.