Hello, I want to share about myself, because I don't want to talk about these things with the people I know ... I'll start from the beginning ... last May I moved out with my friend - we parted meekly, normal and big people. The summer went well, I was at sea with friends, I started dating different people ... and having sex constantly with different men. So I got in touch with a boy, we were fine in the beginning, everything was ok. But he worked a lot and I was constantly alone ... There came a moment when this started to bother me and bother me. One night I went out to a disco and met another cool guy - we exchanged phones and the next day we started talking. we started seeing each other and having sex. But my friend understood ... He beat me up and we broke up ... Ugly scene. I moved out on my own again and now I still live like that ... But I miss a lot of sex. I started going out again and again, again with different men, and having sex, I was having sex with my ex-boyfriend from my serious relationship, he wanted to get together, but I was just happy to have sex and nothing more. . So then I met an acquaintance of my friend's and we started dating him. Everything was normal, he treated me like a princess, constantly sent me presents at work, took me here on trips, he was extremely kind ... But I didn't want to be with him ... I didn't like him in any way, but the sex we had was great. However, it so happened that I got pregnant from him, and we were supposed to be careful. I told him and he offered to keep the baby and get married. However, I did not ask, and I left him. I had an abortion, of which I was very afraid. The abortion went well, I calmed down ... the doctor told me not to have sex for at least a month, but it so happened that I had it the next week ... And then again, and then again ... Today is a month since the abortion. .. I don't know how to go out with a man and not get to bed .. it's very difficult for me .. I don't want you to judge me, just tell me how to dull my desire a little .. I must have a problem ... I don't know who to talk to and I'm ashamed. And the worst thing is that I always come across inappropriate men ... I still think that now with this one something will happen and then nothing. either he is not looking for me or I always find something in him that repays me .. so if I continue I will not find a serious relationship, and I long for it so much .. Thank you for reading my story and really help me! I want her to be happy!
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Other than being sewn up underneath, I see no way to stop you.