Hello! For a long time I have been tormented by a question that I cannot share with anyone. I will tell the story briefly. I'm an 18-year-old girl 2 years ago I met "my first love" - he's as old as me 18. There were butterflies in my stomach, worries and wonderful moments - everything was going just fine, until one day he told me he wanted to break up, because he doesn't want to hurt me. Of course, this was not a sufficient reason for me and I wrote to him several more times, asked him where the problem was, talked to his friends and they told him that he was also suffering a lot. The answer I got from him '' was better that way! "Then pride appeared in me - all my friends began to convince me how he lost. I began to resign myself. 8 months passed, and I met him every day - we study in neighboring classes and it is inevitable. I haven't had a man for about a year. Then my current friend appeared in my life and just while I was wondering if he was the person for me - my ex decided to tell me how much he loves me and how much he misses me and that only now he realized it ... It took you 1 year to do you realize it !? Anyway, after a lot of thinking and maybe a friendly influence, I created a new relationship with the second boy - my current boyfriend. He is super nice, gentle, I love him .. But I always think what would have happened if I had returned to my ex ... Now I feel some lack, I do not know exactly what and why .. But did I make the right choice ... This question has tormented me for so long ... Isn't this absence exactly the first boy? Is it my fault? Then my current friend appeared in my life and just while I was wondering if he was the person for me - my ex decided to tell me how much he loves me and how much he misses me and that only now has he realized it ... It took you 1 year to do you realize it !? Anyway, after a lot of thinking and maybe a friendly influence, I created a new relationship with the second boy - my current boyfriend. He is super nice, gentle, I love him .. But I always think what would have happened if I had returned to my ex ... Now I feel some lack, I do not know exactly what and why .. But did I make the right choice ... This question has tormented me for so long ... Isn't this absence exactly the first boy? Is it my fault? Then my current friend appeared in my life and just while I was wondering if he was the person for me - my ex decided to tell me how much he loves me and how much he misses me and that only now has he realized it ... It took you 1 year to do you realize it !? Anyway, after a lot of thinking and maybe a friendly influence, I created a new relationship with the second boy - my current boyfriend. He is super nice, gentle, I love him .. But I always think what would have happened if I had returned to my ex ... Now I feel some lack, I do not know exactly what and why .. But did I make the right choice ... This question has tormented me for so long ... Isn't this absence exactly the first boy? Is it my fault? ? Anyway, after a lot of thinking and maybe a friendly influence, I created a new relationship with the second boy - my current boyfriend. He is super nice, gentle, I love him .. But I always think what would have happened if I had returned to my ex ... Now I feel some lack, I do not know exactly what and why .. But did I make the right choice ... This question has tormented me for so long ... Isn't this absence exactly the first boy? Is it my fault? ? Anyway, after a lot of thinking and maybe a friendly influence, I created a new relationship with the second boy - my current boyfriend. He is super nice, gentle, I love him .. But I always think what would have happened if I had returned to my ex ... Now I feel some lack, I do not know exactly what and why .. But did I make the right choice ... This question has been tormenting me for so long ... Isn't this lack exactly the first boy? Is it my fault?
1 amalianilsson answered
You did the right thing. Don't deal with boys who don't know what they want.