The Garbage That Doesn't Deserve To Live

   Well, it's nice when you have a reason, live with it and don't expect people to want to get to know you. Another year and your parents will get rid of you. You will be left completely alone ... for the reason alone.

   BADASS. What to get to know you, you hate everything, what are you for them. Even those who have no friends will not want to know you. You look like 13 to me because of your nonsense. What's your reason? Missed the morning nursery? If you deserve the worst, then what are you complaining about? Your father has to slap you twice and he will evaporate your "hatred"

   how familiar...

   Read the Sufi parable "And this will pass";) "

   Each of us has experienced such feelings, but they are destructive and do the most harm to the person himself. Try to find something to love that brings you joy - an animal, a hobby, a favorite pastime. Pray to God to help you overcome this anger that fills you and poisons your soul. Share the reason you are hinting. I hope it's not that you're adopted. Look for meaning in your life, do something meaningful, you were not born for the sole purpose of hating!

   Hey, first don't talk like that about yourself and second, I think we look like you. I don't know how old you are and what you went through to say that, but it's not right. Whatever you do, you can change it, and everyone deserves a second chance. From what you have written, I understand that no matter how much you quarrel with yours and insult them, they treat you well and they love you. About school ... well, not only do you have such problems, they complain a lot that they don't like it, they don't have friends, they have low grades. I don't get along with anyone there, I'm angry that teachers only write undeserved grades to certain people and so on. I hate going there. And I don't have friends, just a girl we look like, but we don't go out that often. And I don't get along with my parents, they provide me with everything, and I treat them badly and that's why I understand you. I hate my life, I hate myself, but this is not the way and it is not right. I would very much like to meet you, we have something in common with you, according to what you wrote. Don't despair, there are also good things in life, just find what makes you happy to escape the problems.

   "I deserve the worst" - be careful what you wish for, because then it's hard. It's not bad that you don't love your parents, there are reasons that are shrouded in understanding. I also have no feelings for mine, and I am much older than you. I also don't know why I don't feel anything, but it's a fact. You don't have to scold people, try to be nice to them. Sometimes I want to go somewhere and live alone, away from everyone, but you fade without love. You need someone to love you somewhere out there, you may not love, but someone needs to love you to feel good. You now think that if you live in isolation and alone, you will solve your problems, you will not have them, but when you see what isolation is, you will realize that even if you do not love them, it is better for you than to live alone. . If you are different from the people around you, logically, that you will not have friends, but that does not mean that you have to act and think like others in order to be accepted. What's the point of the class getting to know you? You meet 2-3 people even if you are different, as an understanding just to have some acquaintances, if you need some service. You now think that your days are boring, and when you grow up I don't think what you will think ... Teachers always look at the stronger students, they deal with them, they think that they can achieve something. No one will take a person from the 0th with poor grades to make him an excellent student. The fact is, most of them are what you can do, you can't change anything. Give it more leisurely, don't think about it much, study only if you like the given subject and not for evaluation, but for fun. Don't look at others at all, you people won't change them, change yourself and don't deal with others - there are fools, there are all kinds. Don't work hard. You are now shouting that your days are boring, and if you are left alone and away from everyone, do not think that they will become happier. Do you know how long I have been alone, without friends in the environment, but only acquaintances? For years. I don't celebrate, I don't go out ... I go somewhere, for a certain job and that's it. Don't think so much, whatever happens will happen. What are you doing so hard?

   Even you don't understand me .. One claims that I was adopted, the other that I missed the morning children's movies .. Well, I just wanted to share my "story" on this site, because there is a need, and besides - myself Your site is for this. Think of me as you wish. I hate everything, I hate "people", precisely because they are not. Anyway, I'm still being talked to, but I'll stop there. AND THANK YOU. The author.

   Ah, don't worry, this world is coming back! One day you will be hated and shouted at, or worse you will end up all alone like some crazy grandmother. So calm down! You wish something nasty happened to you, it is guaranteed to happen to you. However, it is up to you how your life will go, if you want to love - you will be loved, if you want to hate and hurt and you will be hated and hurt. You choose!

   You are young and unreasonable, as if you were my copy from 3-4 years ago .. I hated everyone, I fought with everyone, I hated myself and I had reasons, I hid, I was like an indomitable monster, but when I grew up, I came to my senses that I don't think sensibly and I saw from a young age that without these people I have nothing you don't understand it yet but in years you will realize it you will roar that you caused it to your closest people but until then you will make them sick people I have acquaintances now roar but then the mind he was below the level of normal thinking and to whom I did it to me and I all realized how many friends I really lost they told me but I didn't hear and I attacked I exposed I got tired and they left me now I'm sorry because I know that these people cared but later .. I advise you to go out more or watch movies or listen to music while reading some sites ..or to train over the years the hatred I hope will pass if you want it a psychologist will not help you just because you do not want it will only irritate you more so this is not your option find a girlfriend and stay alone both listen to music, etc. Maybe a boyfriend will be so busy and you won't be able to indulge in emotions ... but sometimes you can be alone in your room, listen to music and think, take an old pillow and hit, get out of your anger, then say goodbye and smile at everyone you hate and so be happy if you want to accept it that to irritate them to see that you are strong and you can not expose yourself but if you do not help yourself another can not do it :)))but sometimes retire to your room listen to music and think take an old pillow and hit get angry then say goodbye and smile at everyone you hate and so be happy if you want to accept it that to irritate them to they see that you are strong and you can not expose yourself but if you do not help yourself there is no other way to do it :)but sometimes you are alone in your room listen to music and think take an old pillow and hit get angry then say goodbye and smile at everyone you hate and so be happy if you want to accept it that to irritate them to they see that you are strong and you can not expose yourself but if you do not help yourself there is no other way to do it :)

   As long as you're filmed and tighten up

   Try to learn the lesson for a test one day and get at least 5. Show it to your parents and see their reaction. Try to smile at them one day and just talk quietly to them about the problem with them and hear what they will tell you. Compliment something on a boy or girl in your class ... I did these things when I was 14 and didn't accept anyone or anything, I was lonely and they didn't care about me, and now I have about twenty friends with whom I hang out I'm going out ... Try these things if you don't-remain a "dead soul"

   Number 16, I've done it many times, and they ... nothing. They don't care about my grades, they don't care about me. And it was precisely because of this fact that my mood dropped, and with it my success at school. They never asked for my notebook. I was never asked the questions: "How did you go to school?", "What did you do on the test?", "How is your success?" ... And over time I stopped caring. Both for the grades and for my parents. Did I mention I have a super annoying older sister that I also hate? No, right? Who insults me for no reason, and speaks fabrications behind my back when she is with her friends? Anyway. Number 13, how exactly did you know I was filming without being sure that these were COMPLETE TRUTHS? I'm not filming, it's just my meaningless fucking life that I don't want to live to the end. I've been so angry and closed in on myself since I was little, because my family made me like that. From a young age, the bullying of my classmates began, and did not stop, until I moved to a new school, which was a year ago. I'm 15. I wanted to get out of there much earlier, but my parents ignored me, as always. Yes, my parents AGAIN. They never, ever told me they loved me. I never understood what it was like to be loved and to be loved. Nothing, after another 3 years I disappear from here. Tell me now, is there a reason to love? Or do some of you think I'm still filming? (waiting for you to start with the descriptions again, and consider me something I'm not, just because I needed to share a story on this site) I'm 15. I wanted to get out of there much earlier, but my parents ignored me, as always. Yes, my parents AGAIN. They never, ever told me they loved me. I never understood what it was like to be loved and to be loved. Nothing, after another 3 years I disappear from here. Tell me now, is there a reason to love? Or do some of you think I'm still filming? (waiting for you to start with the descriptions again, and consider me something I'm not, just because I needed to share a story on this site) I'm 15. I wanted to get out of there much earlier, but my parents ignored me, as always. Yes, my parents AGAIN. They never, ever told me they loved me. I never understood what it was like to be loved and to be loved. Nothing, after another 3 years I disappear from here. Tell me now, is there a reason to love? Or do you think some of you are still filming? (waiting for you to start with the descriptions again, and consider me something I'm not, just because I needed to share a story on this site) is there a reason to love? Or do you think some of you are still filming? (waiting for you to start with the descriptions again, and consider me something I'm not, just because I needed to share a story on this site) The author is there a reason to love? Or do you think some of you are still filming? (waiting for you to start with the descriptions again, and consider me something I'm not, just because I needed to share a story on this site)

   11, and this is not quite true - "if you want to love, you will be loved" ... I do not love and I am loved, I do not know how it works, but it obviously works for me. To the author Once upon a time I hated them too, I had a feeling that they didn't understand anything, their point of view on everything is crooked, they can't protect their planet and everyone gives you a mind for everything. Everyone understands everything. I wanted to give each fool one, even at times I had a feeling that I wanted to kill them. Once, with all my hatred, I came across a site about serial killers and their cases, I came across some Russians who killed a lot of people, formed a group, and felt untouchable. I found a video of them killing a man and I was disgusted, I didn't like it. Bad job, I realized there that things don't happen with hatred and violence. The world doesn't work that way. Not that sometimes I don't want to hit someone now, but I always try to refrain and I know that's not the way. Today I watched this: https: // www. youtube. com / watch? v = R9Tvik9nmV8 I released it in another topic. I liked that, it makes sense here. I know for myself that I will not change the world, but more or less there, when I can, it will not be bad to "slap one shoulder" on people in general. And it depends on the point of view, if you read people's comments all day, you will definitely be disappointed in people. It doesn't matter if you read them in Bulgarian, English, French you will be disappointed, some are narrow-minded and have a small worldview. I can even tell you an example that disgusted me, but you just can't change, you just live nothing and try not to think about it. It is now accepted, everywhere, all over the world, to return hatred with hatred, and the most common excuse is "an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth." from the Old Testament (although the new one repeals it, but anyway); there was an article about a man who managed to beat three gypsies. Hey man, the comments below were horrible. It is clear to me that the theft, that they are uneducated, some are pimps, etc., but the comments were horrifying. They generally said, "Well, if he had killed them even better." It was massive, even mothers with children, women, men, even priests (the profiles show who they are, there were no anonymous comments) and everyone approved. If I'm not mistaken, it was about a policeman who killed a gypsy and you just look down: "Well, reward this man", "give him a medal", "if he had killed the others" From the comments, which were a hell of a lot, it turns out that even if a person kills a gypsy nowadays, society will not only approve of him, and even a monument to him will be erected, which is really unacceptable. That's how you can make a killer factory. Imagine - to kill and approve of your act. It was really disgusting if you look at it that way - I understand why you can hate people, but that's not the way it is. Now I am writing this, 1% will understand it. This does not mean that I should be angry with the World, it is just like that, I can't change anything, but I can enjoy it. In both hypotheses, life is still 6 - from an agnostic point of view - you die and that's it, you won't care about anything; from the spiritual - there is something that moves the world, then the conclusion from both points, for which you can only waste your energy and hate. Do what you like and don't think about it, don't think about people. There are and that's it - good, bad you can't do anything. Also keep in mind that people change their worldview over the years, some may hardly move, but there is still some change. At 27, he may have been the greatest fool, but after 10-15 years of life the man has become wiser and sees things from a different point of view - then the wiser will see someone who thinks like him at the time (stupid) and will understand that with aggression, hatred and bad words nothing is achieved. So the wheel turns. The bad thing is that many years pass before certain things are realized, the good thing is that each next generation is better than the previous one and can draw some conclusions. As a young man, I insulted and insulted people who did not deserve it at all. Now seeing things from a different perspective, I see other people with my thinking at the time doing it; then they (wiser) will be seen in those like them. From there come the differences in perspective, in the comments, in the opinions, but this should never be a cause for conflict or hatred. Don't hate them, it's better to be apathetic than to hate them.

   I understand. <3

   Abe, you're dying too. :) The author.

   I am a 33-year-old woman and I have a 14-year-old daughter with whom we love a lot and we are best friends at least so far, and I hope that in the future she will continue to love me. I'm not bragging to you, let me tell you why. My mother and father were divorced. Until the age of 7, my mother pampered me and I did not go to the garden. Then came the transition just as I was leaving for school. It was very difficult for me to integrate there because I didn't know much about the outside world, and my mother was involved in everything. The children and the teacher began to isolate me. On top of all that, my mother lost her job, and at that age, instead of studying, I had to sell newspapers with her. After 3 years she found a job, but I had already missed a lot of material, and she had started to go crazy from the stress. She didn't realize I was growing up. For her, I was just still 5. She was still confused everywhere. And I, I was literally at the bottom. Her salary was not enough to buy me clothes and I walked like a tramp. With a pair of clothes that I washed myself and put on by hand on Sunday night, I put them to dry by the stove and on Monday mornings I put them on wet. Everyone was running away from me, and like a hood, my mother was dragging herself to school again and again. He kept asking me about everything, then distorting the words and, involuntarily or not, constantly annoying me. She didn't give me a choice for anything, she was constantly violating my privacy, she was just obsessed with me and in control of me. When I was 12 completely and I opposed, but not only her. I stopped going to school. I hated her too, and I didn't care about anything. I was deeply depressed and no one could help me. My mother, of course, blamed everything but herself. And she was the only one to blame for everything. To top it all off, her insane behavior began to turn into an illness and after 2 years she went insane. Then I realized I didn't have a mother. I went to my father because there was no one to take care of me, but of course he didn't care about me again. Then I realized that I was alone, but this time I did not get depressed, I did not hate or blame anyone. I realized that now I hold life in my hands and it's up to me how it goes, he said. I changed my attitude in the new school. I had copied it from my overdue classmates in the previous one. I stepped up my success as much as I could and turned to vocational school to make sure that if I didn't graduate, as I did, I would be sure to hold the bread in my own hands. Unfortunately, I didn't have enough will and at 19 I got home to leave home, because I didn't have literate parents to support me in life, but I don't feel sorry for my daughters. I created her and gave her all my true love, not like the obsessive one, like my mother's. My little girl was tiny, and she was already my best friend. I taught her self-awareness. I also helped him understand why and how to study. I taught her how to behave in kindergarten and at school so that others would accept her as she is. I taught her to be positive, because only then do the wishes come true and she had lunch in it. I also gave her the right to choose, except for the situations on which her life depends. I did not divorce my father and I had reasons and now she is happy, they love him a lot. I also gave everything that I was deprived of, both materially and spiritually. But I also taught her the most important thing to love unconditionally, to be grateful for what she has and that nothing in life comes for free. Well, now I have a successful person, and in the future, I hope to see her as successful in life. In the end, the saying "what doesn't kill me makes me stronger" turned out to be true. I wrote all this to you to see that when you don't hate, you are not negative and you are not a pessimist, the wheel turns and you come up from above. My parents served as an example for me not to be, and in return I received the love I have always longed for, a purpose in life and the joy of being proud of my child and hearing how happy she is that I am also a mother. I hope you take an example from what I wrote to you and remember that success does not come immediately. It took me a long time. But know that with perseverance patience positivism everything is achieved. Good luck:) In the end, the saying "what doesn't kill me makes me stronger" turned out to be true. I wrote all this to you to see that when you don't hate, you are not negative and you are not a pessimist, the wheel turns and you come up from above. My parents served as an example for me not to be, and in return I received the love I have always longed for, a goal in life and the joy of being proud of my child and hearing how happy she is that I am a mother. I hope you take an example from what I wrote to you and remember that success does not come immediately. It took me a long time. But know that with perseverance patience positivism everything is achieved. Good luck:) In the end, the saying "what doesn't kill me makes me stronger" turned out to be true. I wrote all this to you to see that when you don't hate, you are not negative and you are not a pessimist, the wheel turns and you come up from above. My parents served as an example for me not to be, and in return I received the love I have always longed for, a purpose in life and the joy of being proud of my child and hearing how happy she is that I am also a mother. I hope you take an example from what I wrote to you and remember that success does not come immediately. It took me a long time. But know that with perseverance patience positivism everything is achieved. Good luck:) the wheel turns and you float on top. My parents served as an example for me not to be, and in return I received the love I have always longed for, a purpose in life and the joy of being proud of my child and hearing how happy she is that I am also a mother. I hope you take an example from what I wrote to you and remember that success does not come immediately. It took me a long time. But know that with perseverance patience positivism everything is achieved. Good luck:) the wheel turns and you float on top. My parents served as an example for me not to be, and in return I received the love I have always longed for, a goal in life and the joy of being proud of my child and hearing how happy she is that I am a mother. I hope you take an example from what I wrote to you and remember that success does not come immediately. It took me a long time. But know that with perseverance patience positivism everything is achieved. Good luck:) that with perseverance patience positivism everything is achieved. Good luck:) that with perseverance patience positivism everything is achieved. Good luck:)