That's it. I'm going to get rid of my miserable life. Everything I've fought for and loved has gone. Since I was born, I've been in pain. My father drank and left when I was 19. Then I watched my sick grandmother bed for three years, I got married, we had no money, we could barely make ends meet. It didn't work out with a kid. We've been stuck on loans, we've already adopted a child and now he's 5 and you've left (with another) The question is how to make my life insurance work because otherwise they are doomed to inevitable contributions to the bank. I don't want them to suffer. I love them. I know I'm a piece of shit and a fucking character.
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squirt_vip_room answered · June 01, 2020
DON'T DO IT! The world needs you! Seek help with a psychologist and a psychiatrist! Do you know how many people on their deathbed would like to be you? We're all going to die sometime, there's no escape from death - why rush? Do something with your life! Start rebuilding it with lessons learned!
P.S. I would recommend you start reading books about personal development or psychology. I think Jordan Peterson's "12 Rules of Life" will be helpful, I've personally learned a few lessons.
The world is yours, don't give up!