The First Love

The Story

I only see women's comments and I shout to myself, wait for me to say something. Like everyone so far, I had my first love with a girl when I was 17 (now I'm 22), we were together for almost 2 years. However, I'm a little sick of the brain and I started making some movies. Since I was her first and she was two years younger, I began to think that she would miss a lot because of me and that we are still very young for such a relationship, otherwise I loved her as much as she loved me, we were inseparable. So with my imagination, one day I got up and decided we should break up, I went and told her I wanted to break up without explaining, and so on. After her I had 2-3 more serious relationships (one of which was 2.5 years old), but she didn't have that thrill like she did. We didn't keep in touch, I just heard that she was with someone, I didn't feel bad, but I didn't pay much attention, but 4-5 months ago I understood, that he has been living with someone for 1.5 years and I went crazy. I can't get it out of my head, I dream about it almost every night. I started drinking otherwise I went crazy, I go out with girls, but no effect and I don't know anymore ..... And I don't want to tell her anything, because she must be happy with him. And even if he comes back to me, it won't be the same as before.

Last Updated
October 26, 2020
Author:
cali_lilypad

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