The End Of A Story

Hello, I want to tell you my story and if anyone can give me advice. 7 months ago I started a relationship with a 35-year-old man driving a taxi. In the beginning we went around the cafes, after a month or two he became attached, he started watching my Facebook, who I go out with during the day, etc ... He was interested in everything around me. Before I went with him, I was warned that he had never invited anyone to their house, not to expect anything serious. However, I did not listen to this and continued to see him. Our relationship was like this ... Work during the day, then training for an hour and then he saw me and then he went home and went to bed, and so on every day. I started to get tired of this and I started looking at my life, I started going out, he started to be very jealous of me, to look for me in the city. To wait for me in front of us. Until one day I told him that I wanted to separate, he did not agree, he said that he loved me and that he could not stop everything so suddenly. He said he had never been like that before. I compromised because I loved him and it all started again. We slept together on Fridays and Saturdays, but not at home. I kept going out with my friends, because I didn't see anything serious coming out of this man. He kept getting mad at me, jealous of me, doubting me. One day he just got tired and told me, we have to separate, we have no future together, I don't trust you. I can't live with a woman all my life without trust. Given that he has never had a serious relationship and has never invited or lived with a woman in their home .. He told me I will invite a woman who is 300 percent convinced that she is the woman for me. He also told me that if I hadn't been out so many times, he would have taken me to them, but I doubt given that so far none has ... He told me that everything should end. I didn't agree because I loved him so much and I hoped that something would happen, but alas ... The next day I had to go out in the center and then I met him, he took me to us and in the car he hugged me and started crying with tears .. I told him why you are crying after you decide this, he answered me, I love you. but it will be better for both of us. I felt even worse and I didn't want to part with him ... We had decided to spend the last night together, he hugged me all night. In the morning I felt sick and cried, I explained to him that I could not do without him and that it would not be easy for me, he cried again and said that he could not stand it. Without trust, in fear ... That was the end, I felt it .... My question is the following, how can a person who loves let go of another person and give it up ... !! One day I asked him to tell me, if you don't love me, it will be easier for me to experience it, and he replied, I love you 70 percent, but I can't go on like this anymore ... Separately while we are doing it, I think that he has problems with t. s. t. and .. ie .. Because when he lies down and they disappear and go up to the genitals, this most often happens when aroused ... I think this is not normal and that there is some problem. I ask you for advice ... I love this person very much ... Will he look for me again ... What should I do? I love him and I don't want to lose him, but I have the feeling that he is hiding something and is worried ... No he likes to go to discos, he told me that soon after me someone will love .. That he wanted peace ... :( One day I asked him to tell me, if you don't love me, it will be easier for me to experience it, and he replied, I love you 70 percent, but I can't go on like this anymore ... Separately while we are doing it, I think that he has problems with t. s. t. and .. ie .. Because when he lies down and they disappear and go up to the genitals, this most often happens when aroused ... I think this is not normal and that there is some problem. I ask you for advice ... I love this person very much ... Will he look for me again ... What can I do? I love him and I don't want to lose him, but I have the feeling that he is hiding something and is worried ... No he likes to go to discos, he told me that soon after me someone will love .. That he wanted peace ... :( One day I asked him to tell me, if you don't love me, it will be easier for me to experience it, and he replied, I love you 70 percent, but I can't go on like this anymore ... Separately while we are doing it, I think that he has problems with t. s. t. and .. ie .. Because when he lies down and they disappear and go up to the genitals, this most often happens when aroused ... I think this is not normal and that there is some problem. I ask you for advice ... I love this person very much ... Will he look for me again ... What should I do? I love him and I don't want to lose him, but I have the feeling that he is hiding something and is worried ... No he likes to go to discos, he told me that soon after me someone will love .. That he wanted peace ... :( Separately, while doing s. I think that he has problems with t. S. T. And .. ie .. Because when he lies down and they disappear and go up to the genitals, this most often happens when aroused ... I think this is not normal and there is a problem. I ask you for advice ... I love this person very much ... Will he look for me again ... What should I do? I love him and I don't want to lose him, but I have the feeling that he is hiding something and is worried ... No he likes to go to discos, he told me that soon after me someone will love .. That he wanted peace ... :( Separately, while doing s. I think that he has problems with t. S. T. And .. ie .. Because when he lies down and they disappear and go up to the genitals, this most often happens when aroused ... I think this is not normal and there is a problem. I ask you for advice ... I love this person very much ... Will he look for me again ... What can I do? I love him and I don't want to lose him, but I have the feeling that he is hiding something and is worried ... No he likes to go to discos, he told me that soon after me someone will love .. That he wanted peace ... :(