From the Author: I am writing to you only after 13 days and I do not know how people will understand it, but I want to ask you if there is any danger of something happening to me if I smoke cigarettes and weed? So I want to tell you that when I wrote this topic I started smoking weed, because my sister started next to her, come on, call me, and that's how I started the CHAPTER CHILDREN! Come on, get it, people are waiting outside and they push 20 leva in my hand, and I met every night with different dealers from where they didn't come ... and her sister went to live with some of her friends now and she's already on antidepressants because of the herb and continues! My mother took her to a psychologist. And I take it in 3 days, and I have enough for 3 more days, but really when the time comes to take it, it becomes very complicated. Our people are watching me with the money, and today they understood, that I give money for something but they don't doubt (I can turn around a lot and they don't understand for a long time but) ... it becomes very complicated, and I feel that I smoke, ie I have obviously developed some kind of mental dependence already! I feel like I felt 3 years ago when I started smoking! However, the grass helps me, opens my lungs, and I play music! I am a Pisces zodiac sign and I am attracted to singing! I sing all day in our Bulgarian rap. And when I sing Smashed, some tracks just fill my soul and I become much more artistic! People, I just want to ask you if I can mix cigarettes, weed and sometimes I don't know what's wrong with me, but I also buy rum 200 ml and mix weed and alcohol and cigarettes.
I already smoke 3 dozen cigarettes a day. I feel perfect and I never get sick, I'm tall and I don't know I'm a big person and I don't look skinny, but I keep the man's, I read a lot of books and go to performances and marathons from school, I study enough and I have no problems with memorization. And just to mention that in 8th grade I smoked a lot of weed, in 9th grade I didn't smoke (I was disgusted) and now I suddenly started again. If I run out of weed, I have to buy besides rum, and a few beers ... I don't know, they just have to soften my knees ... TO NUMBER 16 - so in my family, I think my father has some mental disorders. (Now someone will say "but he is your father", Yes, he is my father and I love him as such, but he makes some tics when he is alone or even in front of us ... and he is very, very, very nervous! And he smoked 2 cans a day DG 100s .. with the difference that he started smoking seriously only at the age of 24, and now he is constantly suffering from pneumonia. What about me? What will I do? at 14 I missed to 35-40 will I live? AM I CRAZY as Number 16 says? My wish is one: To leave something in this world! I want to do something special for Bulgaria. That's it, and it doesn't matter to me how old I will live. I just want to enjoy my homeland, if necessary I will go around it 100 times. No, I'm not pretending to be someone, that's all I want. I love to sing and here is what I want only one To live in Bulgaria all nations, without discrimination and under Simple Laws! In the center of Sofia, another homeless man drinks alcohol poisoning from the pharmacy: '' What happened to you, man? '' The homeless man: '' I started when I was little, I didn't get far! '' I may not have the confidence to heaven, but the song comes straight from my heart! Don't you understand there is any retribution, move your brains and you will receive a notification! Whatever happens to you, I will be to the end, I will warm your souls until the end of May! And then time knows its job I'm not the gladiator of Troy at all! I made them up. I don't know friends, I just wanted to pour out my soul here. I hope I haven't bothered you.
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You and only you can decide this! It is a matter of will! You will say, it is easy to say! Yes, I know and I smoke, and I'm looking for the "formula" how to stop them, although I know that you just have to say - END and impose. But, of course, I find an excuse, only with the coffee, then after eating ... and so on until the end of the day, almost a box. You are very young, you see what is happening around you, your aunt, your father ... If that does not motivate you enough, I do not know what else could. Start a gym or a sport you like. You are forbidden to smoke in certain places and times. For example, at home, only on the terrace - because of the cold you will at least reduce. In the classroom, only the big break. Limit your number at least, setting conditions. That's how I reduced them a lot.