The Beautiful Eyes That Betrayed Me.

Hello, I'm a girl from Sofia, I'm not a big fan of these sites, because I think they are being abused, but I've reached the bottom and I want to pour out my soul, anonymously. I don't think anyone will read or comment on it, but I have to try. For a start, I will start with the fact that in the summer of 2012 I met a boy on the Internet. We wrote to each other for a while and I was left with the impression that it was wonderful. He looked great (I was just wondering how such a boy could pay attention to me) .. With what he shared with me I realized that this boy is not like the others .. he was different .. it scared me, because so far no I came across a boy like that and I didn't know what to do with him .. One day we met .. it was really wonderful, just like in the movies .. Over time I became attached. We left .. everything was okay until the end of summer .. one day me, he and some of my friends went out. Everything was supposed to be fine, but we quarreled .. I was pretty naughty because I knew how lucky I was and I knew I would lose it .. He kept me under pressure for a few days because I told him I wanted to get better, and he said that he should think .. finally he told me that there is another girl and we can only remain friends .. It is quite mean to offer friendship to a person who loves you .. I decided that I should leave him and pay more attention to my best friend (who was in a similar situation) .. days passed .. he wrote to me .. I tried to forget him, even though I wanted to tell him "I LOVE YOU" !! , he asked me "how are you", how could I be, why did you pretend to be worried !! Days, weeks, months passed ... until today ... 4 months have passed since then, I lived with the hope that he would look for me. TODAY.