I have had this pain for a long time. And when I say a lot, I mean years, it's just that the situation seems to be getting worse. Even writing these lines costs me a lot of effort, because I just can't organize my thoughts and what to write in which order. I'm starting to think seriously about whether I don't have any brain damage or I'm just DAMN STUPID. Even the people around me impress me and everywhere they consider me slow. Well, more about the problem! -It's hard for me to think of any words (as a result my vocabulary is impoverished) -I lose my mind in the middle and everything I tried to say goes to hell. That's why I started talking rarely, for fear of exposing myself. But they are starting to think I'm stupid, but I read mostly on the Internet. Apart from the fact that I don't remember almost anything, I also go through the text diagonally and beat it, so to speak. -I can't talk for a long time on any topic, I run out quickly. -apathy-I'm not interested in anything, I don't have a hobby, I'm tired of everything for a few days. -I can't find common topics to talk to anyone. - It's hard for me to think, I feel my mind is weak and this drives me crazy and depresses me. I managed to squeeze this out of the chaos in my head and I'm definitely missing something. Sorry for the messy scribbles. I am not writing in order for someone to tell me what is wrong with me (although I will be interested in your opinion and please do not save anything). I know it's impossible. I just hope that if there are others with a similar problem, they will share how they coped and if they coped at all. I feel my mind is weak and this drives me crazy and depresses me. I managed to squeeze this out of the chaos in my head and I'm definitely missing something. Sorry for the messy scribbles. I am not writing in order for someone to tell me what is wrong with me (although I will be interested in your opinion and please do not save anything). I know it's impossible. I just hope that if there are others with a similar problem, they will share how they coped and if they coped at all. I feel my mind is weak and this drives me crazy and depresses me. I managed to squeeze this out of the chaos in my head and I'm definitely missing something. Sorry for the messy scribbles. I am not writing in order for someone to tell me what is wrong with me (although I will be interested in your opinion and please do not save anything). I know it's impossible. I just hope that if there are others with a similar problem, they will share how they coped and if they coped at all.
1 benfgerman answered
It's more or less the same for me ... but not so much ... but this is due to strong stress, nerves ...