Hello! Finally, I was afraid to write here about my story. It's quite long and I don't know where to start ... I'm 29 years old, I'll be 30 soon. When I was a student, I liked a lot of boys, I guess because of the bust I had, at this age boys watch it. But unfortunately I was also liked by much older men. I was constantly persecuted, bothered by anyone. I was not happy at home. My mother is a very nervous person who transferred the mood from work. Accordingly, this encouraged me not to linger too much at home and constantly met with various people and friends. This is how I came across various acquaintances with men, from whom I was quite hurt. I shrank into myself, I had no self-confidence. Until one day I met my current husband. At first I had no sympathy for him. He is 10 years older than me. He was very patient, he didn't press me for anything, so one day I fell in love with him a lot, or so I thought. I got married. In less than a year we already had a child. I was also a student. I had great cool colleagues and I felt great. He also appeared there. The love of my life ... I didn't know what exactly happened to me and how it happened, but I fell in love with this boy. We started a relationship that has continued to this day. He also fell in love with me a lot, we dreamed of a common home, family, children ... After four years of our relationship. he insisted on getting a divorce. I still couldn't find the strength to leave my husband. When I watched how he took care of the child and how I was not deprived of anything, my conscience did not allow such a thing, and I wanted it so much. I didn't love him anymore and it was very long ago ... Seven years passed. Now I am pregnant again. This hurt the other boy terribly. . He flatly refused to see me and talked to me. And I understand it, the pain is great. But I don't see how I will continue to live ... My soul screams, I feel very bad. How to deal with it. We live in a small town. It is difficult for a person to avoid common places where he has been and has memories ... Give me advice on how to move forward, I am very sick!
1 guilhermina answered
Ugh :( very sad story. Who is the second child ??? I think once we live and we should be happy, the child is a child, and it will always remain so - whether you are together or not. It is difficult to hurt the person to yourself, but whether you're with him or not, if you don't love him, it's only a matter of time before he starts to feel it, it will hurt him too.