Surrendered ... A Long Story ...

   Nothing, you will pass. Nothing terrible happened to you. Try to see the kindness of all the people in your story. We are all vulnerable, but that doesn't mean we have to despair - vulnerability is what makes us human. Stop being angry with your girlfriend and, above all, stop being angry with yourself. What has happened to you is very little evil compared to what awaits you in the future. Get ready! And accept that every loss and every disappointment will make you stronger and ready to accept the even greater challenges that lie ahead. This man or boy is not the last on earth. Next time you will be better prepared if you learn from your mistakes so far.

   You are not honest with people. What do you want to happen to you then?

   Come on, that's it! This is for some soap opera - what nonsense. I was at one end of Bulgaria - he at the other and I told him that a relationship was unthinkable, and he, you see, decided that he was free to look for another girl (the poor madman). And the fact that the main character does not eat regularly ?? Girl, you can't tell someone you don't want to love them and have them sigh for you all their lives. You can't log in to a friend's Skype to "peek" into the timeline and then start getting angry, insulting, and even betrayed. Nobody betrayed you. YOU betrayed yourself! No one is to blame for you not having the courage to take risks and for not being able to decide whether to love or build new firewalls.

   It's very easy to dig into other people's skypes, but you like it!

   Author: number 3- no ... look now ... I don't mind looking for another one, she would still forget it ... I almost forgot it the first time ... my problem comes from the second time when my girlfriend is she kept writing to him even though she knew what was wrong with me. And about him, I had told him long ago to get another one, but why was he lying to me that he didn't want to? And he's free, he liked her well ... but he liked her a month before it was all over with us. Then why did he keep lying to me? Number 2 ... how did you decide I wasn't being honest with people?

   "And he's free, he liked her well ... but he liked her a month before it was all over with us. Then why did he keep lying to me?" You have no right to set time limits for "liking"! You have no right to feel lied to and betrayed because you have encouraged him and her to keep talking. I'm sure they started communicating to talk about you and your indecision. And why the hell, when the "first" time decided to forget it, he got angry for the "second" time. I'm sorry to say that, but you look like a stupid coward who can't decide what will make her happy and grab him boldly and without prejudice. Maybe I'm wrong - I don't know the details, in fact I hope so, because I want a young girl to have the courage to love and the strength to forgive the imperfections of others. As for your girlfriend - what if she can't eat and sleep, if she only wants to be with him, if she loves him more than you? I wish you success, but first you have to answer many questions that apply only to yourself. (from number 3)

   Come on, this number 3 ... to you - ok, I understand that she loved him very much, I understand ... but she says at 3, at least I know so much that she loves them ... that she wants to be with them. She has known him for less than a year ... me for 17. She has no future with him because she will graduate next year and go to Sofia. (only there is her specialty) he is in Veliko Tarnovo ... how often will they see each other? And she will go to a new world where they will finally pay attention to her, then what ... will she have sacrificed our friendship for 2-3 years with him? And there was no indecision ... after the first case I said well, it's my fault, but I also talked to her ... I also said that I would never accept this between them to continue ... she said "very clearly that it will not continue , I wouldn't do it to you ". The first time I forgave her ... I pretended that there was nothing ... but am I not a bridge for everyone to trample on me? Until when will she hurt me and I will say "ok no problem". As for the fact that I didn't know what made me happy, now I'll tell you ... I knew ... he made me happy, but I also knew that a year later when I went somewhere else I would hurt him more if I told him "I met someone else ", and I didn't want him to suffer ... Number 4: I logged in to Skype, but she knew I would do it, and she didn't change her password because we were like sisters ... she didn't seem to have anything to hide from me .. .. I know I shouldn't have dug into her sakaipa but what ... shouldn't I do anything? (the author) but I also knew that a year later when I went somewhere else I would hurt him more if I told him "I met someone else" and I didn't want him to suffer ... Number 4: I logged in to Skype, but she knew I would do it , and she didn't change her password because we were supposed to be like sisters ... she didn't seem to have anything to hide from me .... I know I shouldn't have dug into her sakaipa but what ... shouldn't I do anything? (the author) but I also knew that in a year when I went somewhere else I would hurt him more if I told him "I met someone else" and I didn't want him to suffer ... Number 4: I logged in to Skype, but she knew I would do it , and she didn't change her password because we were supposed to be like sisters ... she didn't seem to have anything to hide from me .... I know I shouldn't have dug into her sakaipa but what ... shouldn't I do anything? (the author)

   Life is cruel. You will forget it. I suggest you find a hobby, go out with friends - discos, cafes, billiards, things that will distract you. Time heals all wounds.