Suicide - Escape From The Sun ...

The Story

Hello, I am writing to you from time to time - I decided to write to you now, just to share ... some time ago I wrote to you that surprisingly I lost my mother in 2 weeks - she passed away only at the age of 59 ... 9 months later no I see no other way out but to end my life and follow my dearest ... After my mother, I no longer have a family, I have nothing ... I don't see my future ... and I was left completely alone ... I tried to live, but in practice I do not live, I only exist as a factual existence ... I live in my memories and my past ... Lately I have fallen into a real hole and nothing helps ... now I am just waiting to make the year her, her monument and ... to go to her - I hope there is someone here to bury me, in fact - all this ... Well, I will lie and if I say that I am not afraid - I am afraid, on the contrary. .. I'm afraid of death,but my mother was my whole world so much that without her for me life here on Earth - no ...

Last Updated
July 30, 2020
Author:
monicalotti

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