Hello friends. I really like this site, I read it with pleasure, I decided to share my story. Like almost everyone, I have been married for 10 years. My marriage was not very good sense, so my husband and I get along, I think he loves me, he has done many things for me, but the problem is that during these 10 years. he has a problem maybe healthy, it consists in the fact that something minimal can irritate him and he becomes very nervous, changes his mood very quickly and from a good and caring husband guess what is happening to me, he beats me, breaks everything at home , swears at me, insults me, etc. This makes it for years, I the first 8 years. I forgave him in the sense that today he insults me, swears, beats me, I tell myself that he is very nervous and does not do it on purpose and as if there was nothing the next day I forgave him, forgot and move on, and I forgave him in the name of the child. But after these 8 years. I saw that he would never change. I didn't want to, but it was as if the last sparks and heat were burning inside me and I didn't feel anything for him, I mean, I didn't like having sex with him. I started looking at other men, even though I always hated infidelity, and I'm sure if he hadn't done that to me, I wouldn't have looked at anyone else. He turned me into garbage. I fell in love with another man who represents nothing to mine, but I had a very strong passion for him. I had sex with the other and I was on top. What torments me a lot and I can't explain it to me so far is how I reach the peaks of pleasure with my lover and I can't with mine, as he is not impotent or something like that and is much more gifted than the lover. that he will never change. I didn't want to, but it was as if the last sparks and heat were burning inside me and I didn't feel anything for him, I mean, I didn't like having sex with him. I started looking at other men, even though I always hated infidelity, and I'm sure if he hadn't done that to me, I wouldn't have looked at anyone else. He turned me into garbage. I fell in love with another man who represents nothing to mine, but I had a very strong passion for him. I had sex with the other and I was on top. What torments me a lot and I can't explain it to me so far is how I reach the peaks of pleasure with my lover and I can't with mine, as he is not impotent or something like that and is much more gifted than the lover. that he will never change. I didn't want to, but it was as if the last sparks and heat were burning inside me and I didn't feel anything for him, I mean, I didn't like having sex with him. I started looking at other men, even though I always hated infidelity, and I'm sure if he hadn't done that to me, I wouldn't have looked at anyone else. He turned me into garbage. I fell in love with another man who represents nothing to mine, but I had a very strong passion for him. I had sex with the other and I was on top. What torments me a lot and I can't explain it to me so far is how I reach the peaks of pleasure with my lover and I can't with mine, as he is not impotent or something like that and is much more gifted than the lover. more precisely, I mean that I did not like sex with him. I started looking at other men, even though I always hated infidelity, and I'm sure if he hadn't done that to me, I wouldn't have looked at anyone else. He turned me into garbage. I fell in love with another man who represents nothing to mine, but I had a very strong passion for him. I had sex with the other and I was on top. What torments me a lot and I can't explain it to me so far is how I reach the peaks of pleasure with my lover and I can't with mine, as he is not impotent or something like that and is much more gifted than the lover. more precisely, I mean that I did not like sex with him. I started looking at other men, even though I always hated infidelity, and I'm sure if he hadn't done that to me, I wouldn't have looked at anyone else. He turned me into garbage. I fell in love with another man who represents nothing to mine, but I had a very strong passion for him. I had sex with the other and I was on top. What torments me a lot and I can't explain it to me so far is how I reach the peaks of pleasure with my lover and I can't with mine, as he is not impotent or something like that and is much more gifted than the lover. I fell in love with another man who represents nothing to mine, but I had a very strong passion for him. I had sex with the other and I was on top. What torments me a lot and I can't explain it to me so far is how I reach the peaks of pleasure with my lover and I can't with mine, as he is not impotent or something like that and is much more gifted than the lover. I fell in love with another man who represents nothing to mine, but I had a very strong passion for him. I had sex with the other and I was on top. What torments me a lot and I can't explain it to me so far is how I reach the peaks of pleasure with my lover and I can't with mine, as he is not impotent or something like that and is much more gifted than the lover.
1 mariabigcock answered
It's all a matter of psyche, you just relax with your lover and reach the top, you are liberated, while harassment by your husband obviously affects you in some way and no matter how good he is as a lover, if you do not relax you will never reach the climax. Be yourself, don't bother, you are a wife, you have the right to experience your pleasures, and your husband is a tyrant at least according to your description, and this is in his character, he will never change because he hardly realizes what is what it does, the nerves are not the cause but rather complexes and a cursed character, everyone can beat and harass, but not everyone can realize, understand. Get him one and live your life as long as you can.