I'm like the author 30 M. When I was 22 I smoked weed for the first time, I didn't even feel anything, the second and third last time I was about 25. The second and third time with the same people, it was from the same weed, but were different batches, the meaning was not the same bag and just smoke now and after a while, but it was said that a friend who brought it, after months of the same and the thing happened to me then, the second time with these friends. Everything was OK the third time, as the second time, but one of the group shook something negative and from that moment my brain began to multiply it, to deepen in all the multiplications of thought, I filmed, and it started with the spirals, spinning, I heard my heart I don't know if I had a high pulse, I didn't know where I was, I went to bed, it was some kind of dreams, were they nightmares, I don't know if I was asleep and I didn't even know what was happening to me, it was as if they were taking me out of my body, I couldn't focus my eyes because of the rotation of the world, but even if you could, somehow my thoughts were in the foreground and what was visible to my eyes was not a priority, but what was hanging in my head in this moment, I couldn't speak, as I was in a movie, only hand gestures while I went to bed somewhere, as if I couldn't say my thoughts because by the time I said it I was already thinking about something else, my thoughts were changing very quickly and I couldn't to focus on the one I want to say. I remember when I got better I remembered that I thought VERY FAST VERY VERY FAST, and even while sharing it with friends, I stopped in the middle of the sentence because I made a few conclusions at 5-6-7 even 10 levels down, but I can't keep and the initial thought while thinking about those in the depths, as if I had a little RAM for this experience, then I came back from the deep part of the sub-thoughts, like recursion, and I could finish my sentence, which I shared with my friends in the foreground. I didn't feel sick, I didn't vomit. I haven't smoked since then, I've only smoked 2 packs of cigarettes twice in 1-2 years. I don't think I'm going to go on, I even seem to have made these jerks, because I was afraid of the road where he knocked me out, I wanted to get rid of my fear, I thought, at one time, that maybe my heart wouldn't stand, that I heard it. I felt something was in the foreground, too. I don't think I'm going to use this again, whether I'm going to pull only 1 pull in 2-3 years when someone tells me if you want me to get rid of the fear, I don't know, but I definitely didn't like that experience. Even today, sometimes I say something, I think about something else, I don't even know if I can think of anything else I think about, and then I come back. The pause can be for 2 seconds, it didn't happen to me soon, years ago it was more common, but what did people think when I pause for 1-2 seconds, even if a maximum of 1 time in the conversation is 1 once a week / month. It was as if I had an insight but I didn't say "ahAAAAAA" just a dull pause. It's like on a subconscious level, but I don't have enough mental strength to bring it to light or to bring it out even subconsciously. Wow it took me a long time to write. I would talk to one of you about it, if he wants, I would listen to opinions too. NDNV
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Your artificial activation of the 6th chakra leads to such consequences. Karma always has two extremes, otherwise it will not be karma but it will be enlightenment. Now you will be flattered and wandering back and forth in your own subconscious, hopefully only for a while. Let's say (I'm not saying) that you unbalanced the pendulum -7ma chakra (active reading). You have not activated any Kundalini, it is activated more or less in every person. However, those who are almost absent from Kundalini become addicted and may not return from the "trip" next time. I recently read a comparison here that I really liked: it's like your father being a billionaire and giving you cash, instead of digging your own way and knowing the true value of that money. Your chakra has received an energy surge that you can't handle, because you don't know your own path yet. It is the passive Kundalini that could control this energy of yours that is too latent. Your subconscious has exploded. If they were even heavier drugs, you could go crazy ... forever. Start meditating, but not wandering and dreaming, but concentrating on the "here and now". Be careful in every action. I drive a satipatana vipassana, I recommend it to you too. And stop these drugs, you are harming your body karmically. Man was created to attain enlightenment naturally, with sorrow and suffering, not with outside influences. Only in this way can the Kundalini / Rigpa be fully awakened and enlightened. Saints (those with halos of 7 chakras on the icons) are not accidentally called "great martyrs". M.V. which could control this energy is too latent for you. Your subconscious has exploded. If they were even heavier drugs, you could go crazy ... forever. Start meditating, but not wandering and dreaming, but concentrating on the "here and now". Be careful in every action. I drive a satipatana vipassana, I recommend it to you too. And stop these drugs, you are harming your body karmically. Man was created to attain enlightenment naturally, with sorrow and suffering, not with outside influences. Only in this way can the Kundalini / Rigpa be fully awakened and enlightened. Saints (those with halos of 7 chakras on the icons) are not accidentally called "great martyrs". M.V. which could control this energy is too latent for you. Your subconscious has exploded. If they were even heavier drugs, you could go crazy ... forever. Start meditating, but not wandering and dreaming, but concentrating on the "here and now". Be careful in every action. I drive a satipatana vipassana, I recommend it to you too. And stop these drugs, you are harming your body karmically. Man was created to attain enlightenment naturally, with sorrow and suffering, not with outside influences. Only in this way can the Kundalini / Rigpa be fully awakened and enlightened. Saints (those with halos of 7 chakras on the icons) are not accidentally called "great martyrs". M.V. but not to wander and dream, but to be concentrated on the "here and now". Be careful in every action. I drive a satipatana vipassana, I recommend it to you too. And stop these drugs, you are harming your body karmically. Man was created to attain enlightenment naturally, with sorrow and suffering, not with outside influences. Only in this way can the Kundalini / Rigpa be fully awakened and enlightened. Saints (those with halos of 7 chakras on the icons) are not accidentally called "great martyrs". M.V. but not to wander and dream, but to be concentrated on the "here and now". Be careful in every action. I drive a satipatana vipassana, I recommend it to you too. And stop these drugs, you are harming your body karmically. Man was created to attain enlightenment naturally, with sorrow and suffering, not with outside influences. Only in this way can the Kundalini / Rigpa be fully awakened and enlightened. Saints (those with halos of 7 chakras on the icons) are not accidentally called "great martyrs". M.V. Only in this way can the Kundalini / Rigpa be fully awakened and enlightened. Saints (those with halos of 7 chakras on the icons) are not accidentally called "great martyrs". M.V. Only in this way can the Kundalini / Rigpa be fully awakened and enlightened. Saints (those with halos of 7 chakras on the icons) are not accidentally called "great martyrs". M.V.