Strange Relationship?

The Story

Girl, 17 years old. I have always been a very contact person, I have many and really good friends to whom I am so grateful that they are by my side. I'm not spiteful, I rarely get angry and I forgive easily. In general, I have no problems communicating with people and maintaining good relations with them, but here is a similar situation. We train dances (unprofessionally) and he is my partner. Things came together somehow and we have been dancing together for 2 years now. I have never been attracted to it, but it is a fact that it causes quite mixed feelings in me. As a character, he is not my type at all - arrogant, quite tactless and a little arrogant, but as I said, that's how things went. He never treated me badly and we've always been friends, but lately, more and more often I feel easily replaced by him - as if he doesn't care if it's me or someone else in my place I get annoyed when he dances with a certain girl from the group who doesn't respect me at all. I wouldn't say it's jealousy, I just don't like how his attitude towards me can hurt me. It may sound presumptuous and impudent, but it is. I talked to him about the girl in question and told him how I felt, and he made a deep apology to me for the way he made me feel. Everything was fine. BUT lately this is starting to happen again (I had personal problems and I didn't particularly like training) and I have no right to forbid or restrict him, so I just withdrew and it's a fact that things are not going our way and he mentioned to a friend that I distanced myself from, he tried to talk to me, I didn't want to and he gave up. It's hard for me to overcome my pride and think about the most sensible way to act ... a little help? Thanks! ; d

Last Updated
August 11, 2020
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