Something Terrible Happened To Me

The Story

I had a real nightmare tonight. I'm in a nervous breakdown and I can't calm down in any way. I lost faith in the good in total. I have had a sex friend for several months. Yesterday he invited me to a villa very spontaneously. He came with a friend, they took me in the car and we went to pick up another of His friends. We drank a lot at the party, we had to smoke. He pretended to be exemplary and did not pull himself off the joint. However, he began to behave mega lewd. He pushed me to his friend, unbuttoned his boxers in front of everyone, lifted my dress so that the other could see my strong ass. At one point he offered me sex and we had a quick toilet. This is not our first time. Otherwise we see each other at home sometimes. What happened next, however, completely ruined me mentally. He began to press in front of my eyes with the other girl (we were only two women) to kiss for a long time. She was lying on the couch, kissing, whatever they were doing. I don't know how I managed to put up with this, but she poured me the glass when she told me: Will you sleep with a man or alone.

Apparently he wanted to tell me to catch someone and get out, you're preventing us from having sex. I don't consider myself conservative, but his behavior made me feel brutally humiliated. Brutal. I didn't even bother to push myself upstairs in the bedroom, deliberately in the living room in front of everyone. I think he deliberately wants to harass me and make me suffer. I told his friend that I wanted to leave immediately. It was very far outside Sofia and there was no way to take a taxi. So I was almost forced to sit and watch them. I just couldn't stand it, I went upstairs and locked myself in the toilet. The others knocked, I was silent. At one point he somehow unlocked it with a knife, entered. I am silent again. Then I said that I don't want to see them anymore. I went out, I started to collect my things, he repeated my name to talk to me, I didn't say a word. What can I tell him ... to scream brutally or to say that I feel like full of garbage. Complete, brutally intolerable humiliation. I was about to run away and it turned out that the door of the villa also had a code and an iron gate.

So I had to go back. I sat there locked, they hugged naked on the couch like in love. He hugged her like I never remember me ever. And of course no wonder they had sex. Besides the grass, they brought coca. He didn't snort from it. In my opinion, he was absolutely conscious and aware of what he was doing, signing, but he could do sex with me. He wasn't too drunk, even with the clear awareness of how humiliating he was, he allowed himself to get here. I just don't know where I am. This kind of advice is bad, discard it, are redundant. I am in a total nervous breakdown. I can't stop this cruel feeling of humiliation I'm feeling.

Last Updated
August 30, 2020
Author:
bruce_sealm

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