Hello, my story is a bit confusing and even I myself sometimes fail to sort things out in my head, but I will try to retell it to you. In short, my best friend, with whom I have known for 6 years, kissed me, I don't know how and why, and so gradually I got to the point that I slept with him. In front of all of us we behave like best friends, and when we are alone it is completely different. Perhaps the exact definition for us is friends with privileges. I'm happy, this also happened to him 3-4 times. But lately I've found out that he's interested in another girl, sends her away, goes out with her, or in other words, I've heard he's trying her out. I'm super dumb right now and I don't even know how I feel. Maybe it's jealousy. What's worse is that he doesn't tell me anything about it, he just keeps quiet. I know you will say that in such friendships it always happens, that one falls in love, but I don't even know if it's really love. It's as if I can't take them that way, and yet I'm annoyed that she spends time with him. I'm really confused and I don't know exactly what to do ..