I have already written the same story 4 times and they do not publish it for me. But much less silly things are added to the home page of the site. Anyway. I will try to be as brief as possible. To all people (at least most) their first love is not long, it is not so strong but at least it is live. Eh .. mine .. was different. I met in a game with a boy - February 2015. It happened by accident, I saw that he was Bulgarian and I talked to him. I thought she was a girl initially. Then I realized it was 10th grade and it was called C (I'll call it that). Over time, I started to like him, even though I was only in 6th grade. We exchanged a photo, he expressed a desire, over time I understood many things - he has two sisters, one 9th, the other 4th grade, that his parents are divorced and have a cat that they took from the street. He told me he was born on December 15 (say). Why did I like it? It was fun, we listened to the same genre of music and watched the same series and movies that we discussed. Even because of him, a band of mine is my favorite right now ... unfortunately. He was also very smart, well-read and made such expressions ... But a month after our acquaintance, my laptop broke down. During this time, he found a boyfriend - from the Internet. She is from Veliko Tarnovo, he is from Burgas. I live in Sofia. It's been a long time, almost two months. I had almost forgotten him until one day I just dreamed of him. How we are at school and laugh, we talk. And I wanted to write to each other again, to have fun again. My laptop was repaired and returned on May 11. It started again, and his girlfriend was very jealous and broke up with him because he didn't want to go to Tarnovo to see him. This happened on May 16. He was not particularly moved, he tried to dissuade her but failed. Then she tried to get it back, but he ignored her. One night we were talking nonsense ... and out of nowhere I knew he liked me. We talked about how it was like that from the very beginning. He surprised me by saying that he knew but waited for me to get scared and tell him. May 25 .. in the evening .. I had not felt so wonderful. My parents just scolded me, I had no friends. He was my life at that moment. How naive and pathetic I am, but yes, we started a "relationship". All summer we watched videos and songs of our favorite band together during the game, we did different things, we got closer. My aunt and cousins were adamantly against it. They insulted him so much that I even hated them. My mother supported me, but she was afraid for my condition because I often cried that she was gone, that she didn't write to me that she was out somewhere ... I lost all my friends (it is true that they were also on the Internet, but with one of them I saw several times, with two others once and with another we talked a lot on Skype ..
I've been friends with them for 5 years), but he was more important than anything. He told me that they were not my friends, etc. On the other hand, S - M 's sister became my best friend. Subsequently, C revealed to me that he is in 9th, not 10th grade and we have a 3-year difference, and his sister M is in 8th grade, supposedly 2 years old. Towards the end of the summer I wrote to her a lot, and he disappeared because I don't know what kind of repair ... let me add one more thing. At the end of July we had to see each other in Burgas, I was going to go to my grandmother there and although we had invented everything at the last moment he told me that he was not ready, we did not know each other well, let's cancel it for Christmas when he came. I cried a lot, but I agreed. He gave me a couple bracelet for my birthday. One part of my heart, the other of him. It wasn't much, but it meant everything to me. Summer is over, he came back for a while from the renovation then when school started he disappeared again. M wrote to me, we became very close, but her brother still had control, entrance, to study. There was no time for Facebook and for me. Sometime in October he returned. He said he had a lot to tell and he wanted to hug me. I felt so good, like a dog that has finally seen its owner. I remember many things I have to save. Like how he wrote me how he wanted us to go out every day, to teach me a game, something he could do, watch movies together, have fun like all couples. Everyone thought we would fit in perfectly, it was perfect. No matter that we didn't see each other, I felt it next to me all the time. But there were also bad moments ... as I said above, I suffered a lot, I cried that he was gone, I wrote novels about how I felt.
He didn't pay attention to me or I was just too slimy, I don't know. He gave me his phone number to click on when I needed him and he would write to me. December came, then it didn't come in, I was upset. Nevertheless, I took a gift from him - a keychain that symbolized our acquaintance. Well, December 15 came - supposedly his birthday. It turned out, however, that it was then the birthday of M - his sister. Why? How did it happen? What is the logic? They apologized to me and I forgave, but I felt weird. I started playing a game with M. C then it also started, but it was a little before we broke up and I didn't develop with him, but with M. Birthday before our separation, which was on December 16. (It was a bit inappropriate to say he was 15 but it doesn't matter). For three days in a row, I wanted to talk to him on Skype. I'm just tired of M, I heard her, I saw her on camera, but not him? Shortly before that, I remember talking to each other, and she explained to me that it would be better to separate because she didn't think he could come at Christmas, that something could stop us from blabbering on. It just upset me. Well, he promised to talk .... but just when he needed to tell me - L, let's break up .... I shivered, I had the feeling that I was going to die, what happened? I did not know.
On the morning of that day, he sent me hearts and told me he missed me. Why did you do that? He didn't give me an answer, he just refused to continue. In fact, he said that if we have a relationship, he wants it to be just writing. I was too shocked by everything and told him that it was not normal not to see each other. He himself spammed me for Christmas and his eagerness to see you was huge. I cried for a long time, I couldn't recover. I can't describe my pain. I talked to M on the phone for most of the day, only her voice made me stop crying ... how I miss this girl. He had promised to meet me when he was ready to call, and I waited patiently. Christmas was over, I had almost forgotten and experienced it, even though M kept reminding me of it because they had the same demeanor and she kept mentioning it. Come in, come out, bring me food today. At the end of January, one evening, she told me that he was sitting next to her. And we started talking to him through her. Finally, she suggested that he write to me. He wrote to me "little one, how are you?". My heart warmed, I kept calm. I didn't leave right away - I miss you, please come back, etc. We wrote to each other for a week, but I felt that I liked him again ... I just couldn't do without him. I couldn't stand all this pressure. I asked him if there was a chance we could get back together, but he refused. Confessions began on both sides of us. He dumped me so I wouldn't suffer and didn't know how it would affect me if we got together and blabbering on, he loved me but didn't want to hurt me. So why did he dump me at all? So as not to suffer. I did not suffer from not being seen by him, I had accepted that even if he was not there it was not fatal, but no and not ... I wrote him a huge novel in which I stated all the facts and tried to convince him. I was only ready to write to each other as long as I knew we were together, that it would be the same. But he didn't look for me anymore.
Something I learned around Christmas. M was talking constantly from "his" phone and one day I just realized that the number he gave me was hers and she supported this lie. As for the keychain, she wore it constantly because she was too lazy to take her keys and lost it in the winter. After her brother stopped writing to me, I was 99% sure he didn't exist. Identical backpacks, photos he sent me were on her Instagram, it was written on his phone that a B was a wife and he said he called her that. After a while I saw that M posted a photo - eating with wife and she was the same girl. A thousand more things. Sometime in February we had a lot of fights, I was fed up with it because a friend of hers asked me why I was angry with her and when I told him about her brother he was just like - Brother? she has no brother. Well, then I already understood what kind of person she is. I would have forgiven her only if she had admitted that it was so, but she didn't. I cursed her and blocked her everywhere, I felt calm. Although I missed her a little bit because I'm currently friends with my classmates, but they're not like her (they just don't listen to k-pop like me, they hate Koreans, they hate all kinds of Asians and they can't accept who I am, but they are certainly better than her and is live communication). Until this month I came across his profile again. He had changed his profile cover and name several times. But why? Why since it doesn't exist. And he seemed to have found a girlfriend, a girl I used to be jealous of. She had put things on the wall. I forgot to mention, I've only seen 3 photos of him, we haven't talked and we haven't seen each other, and he puts various Koreans on his profile. I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to think. Does it exist or not? If it does not exist, because there is still activity in his account. How slimy it just sounds, I don't want you to think anything wrong about me. I am currently finishing 7th grade, looking after my school and life, but that does not give me peace. Thanks for all the feedback! Until this month I came across his profile again. He had changed his profile cover and name several times. But why?
Why since it doesn't exist. And he seemed to have found a girlfriend, a girl I used to be jealous of. She had put things on the wall. I forgot to mention, I've only seen 3 photos of him, we haven't talked and we haven't seen each other, and he puts various Koreans on his profile. I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to think. Does it exist or not? If it does not exist, because there is still activity in his account. How slimy it just sounds, I don't want you to think anything wrong about me. I am currently finishing 7th grade, looking after my school and life, but that does not give me peace. Thanks for all the feedback! Until this month I came across his profile again. He had changed his profile cover and name several times. But why? Why since it doesn't exist. And he seemed to have found a girlfriend, a girl I used to be jealous of. She had put things on the wall. I forgot to mention, I've only seen 3 photos of him, we haven't talked and we haven't seen each other, and he puts various Koreans on his profile. I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to think. Does it exist or not? If it does not exist, because there is still activity in his account. How slimy it just sounds, I don't want you to think anything wrong about me. I am currently finishing 7th grade, looking after my school and life, but that does not give me peace. Thanks for all the feedback! And he seemed to have found a girlfriend, a girl I used to be jealous of. She had put things on the wall. I forgot to mention, I've only seen 3 photos of him, we haven't talked and we haven't seen each other, and he puts various Koreans on his profile. I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to think. Does it exist or not?
If it does not exist, because there is still activity in his account. How slimy it just sounds, I don't want you to think anything wrong about me. I am currently finishing 7th grade, looking after my school and life, but that does not give me peace. Thanks for all the feedback! And he seemed to have found a girlfriend, a girl I used to be jealous of. She had put things on the wall. I forgot to mention, I've only seen 3 photos of him, we haven't talked and we haven't seen each other, and he puts various Koreans on his profile. I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to think. Does it exist or not? If it does not exist, because there is still activity in his account. How slimy it just sounds, I don't want you to think anything wrong about me. I am currently finishing 7th grade, looking after my school and life, but that does not give me peace. Thanks for all the feedback! I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to think. Does it exist or not? If it does not exist, because there is still activity in his account.
How slimy it just sounds, I don't want you to think anything wrong about me. I am currently finishing 7th grade, looking after my school and life, but that does not give me peace. Thanks for all the feedback! I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to think. Does it exist or not? If it does not exist, because there is still activity in his account. How slimy it just sounds, I don't want you to think anything wrong about me. I am currently finishing 7th grade, looking after my school and life, but that does not give me peace. Thanks for all the feedback!
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Terrible story. I hope it's not true. Brother does not exist. Some time ago they had given something like this on the Sea of Love - a girl pretended to be a boy. It was a very nasty episode, find it on the internet, watch it and it will give you answers to many questions.