Shy Fat

The Story

Hello! I am a girl of 16. In 4th grade I started to gain weight gradually. Then I was 40 kg, in the sixth grade I was 60, and now in the tenth grade I am 75 kg. Some will say it's not much. True, I'm tall - 1.70 cm, but believe me I really look quite full and at the moment I have no self-confidence. Our people tell me you're fat, take yourself in hand, play sports, but I do it ... absolutely every day I walk at least 40 minutes, at the moment I'm training at home, I've also taken dumbbells. I try to reduce sweets and pasta to a minimum, but there is no difference. The thing is, I've been trying to lose those pounds for a year and I can't ... I don't know why. For three months I went to the gym, kept diets and the only difference was that I gained a little weight and did not move at all from those pounds. Then I changed a few sports and constantly try to deprive myself of sweets, pastries, etc. And no difference ... At one point I completely stopped diets and regimes because I was tired, I started eating sweets and pastries and I gained weight terribly fast ... I don't know what to do anymore. I'm healthy, I'm fine, everyone tells me your metabolism is very slow .... Please advise me something. I'm tired of losing everything and in the end no result. The worst thing is that my self-esteem has dropped an awful lot ... everyone tells me just get up and get a little in your hands. I started crying and feeling desperate almost every night. I have even liked a boy for a year, but he will hardly ever notice a shy fat woman .... Please advise me something, because I am already on the edge .... I'm healthy, I'm fine, everyone tells me your metabolism is very slow .... Please advise me something. I'm tired of losing everything and in the end no result. The worst thing is that my self-esteem has dropped an awful lot ... everyone tells me just get up and get a little in your hands. I started crying and feeling desperate almost every night. I have even liked a boy for a year, but he will hardly ever notice a shy fat woman .... Please advise me something, because I am already on the edge .... I'm healthy, I'm fine, everyone tells me your metabolism is very slow .... Please advise me something. I'm tired of losing everything and in the end no result. The worst thing is that my self-esteem has dropped an awful lot ... everyone tells me just get up and get a little in your hands. I started crying and feeling desperate almost every night. I've even liked a boy for a year, but he will hardly ever notice a shy fat woman .... Please advise me something, because I'm already on the edge ....

Last Updated
September 15, 2020
Author:
reprooney

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