Should I Tell Him, I Feel Great Guilt ..

The Story

Hello. I am 19 years old and I live with my friend in a big city in a foreign country. We have been together for 4 years, we love each other. He is very jealous and I am always careful not to hurt or offend him in any way. He has always held on to me terribly, he loves me, and I know that I will hardly find a better one than him, he would not cheat on me. The problem: Two days ago, I was returning from work when a young black boy spoke to me - he asked me if I was Spanish. That's how we talked. In principle, I do not talk to strangers, but I was in the mood and decided not to ignore it. He explained to me that he was from the United States and worked here, training hard for running competitions. At first I didn't believe him to be a famous athlete, but he showed me his fan page, and it really was him, he became interesting to me as a person, nothing more. He asked me to give him my number, and here I feel the greatest guilt - I gave it to him. At that moment, I felt that I was not being fair to my friend and I said goodbye, and he hugged me really friendly and said, "Someday we can go out for a drink or dinner," and I smiled and left. At that moment, I realized that if my friend had been away, he would have been very disappointed in me. I immediately blocked his number, and that's it. I'm sharing this story because I feel guilty, I feel like a traitor, because I gave my number to a stranger so easily and hugged him. I know that for many people, this may be nothing, but it eats me from the inside. Here people are more relaxed, more sociable and friendly, but if I tell my friend, I am afraid that he will misunderstand him, I will be very angry, I will lose his trust, otherwise it will weigh on me. What should I do, what would you do, do you think that it is harmless and should I tell him about it Thank you very much, any advice will be useful to me ....

Last Updated
October 14, 2020
Author:
Waldo__

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