Should I Sleep With Him?

The Story

I'm a girl, 21. I've had a relationship and a sexual partner. We did it 5-6 times, but the pain was huge and I could not feel any pleasure. He later went abroad and we broke up. During the holidays I met a man of 36, who attracted me visually, I attracted him too. Without further ado, he just offered me sex, but for me it's something foreign and I don't know how it will affect me mentally and physically. I've been alone for more than a year, and "just sex" as far as I know - is not for me. I have always refused such invitations, but for the first time I feel that I want it ... but I don't know if I am able to do it! People don't seem to care, and I need feelings, attention, some commitment, security to feel ready to be with the person next to me.

Last Updated
October 26, 2020
Author:
01CuteBarbie

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