Hello. I am writing again, unfortunately. My friend doesn't want me, refuses me sex, behaves badly. And he can put me in someone else's arms again, as he did years ago. But only then did he realize that was the problem. His head is peeling, he doesn't follow perfect hygiene, like me. I've been to the bathroom twice and I'm still judging bacteria and currents. Our difference is in age and sexual experience, he is bigger and has more sex. It disgusts me how he brags about how much he has slept, he has had so much sex with me that there is no mention of another .. We go to the sea, walks, discos. And while drinking, we don't do it. I don't want to have sex so bad lately, maybe with him. Not only does he never prepare me before sex, it hurts a lot and I have a little blood. And we're talking about me doing a lot, and he's telling me to fuck yourself, bitch. It's not normal for me to talk to me like that, because if a woman loves someone, she will not cheat on him because the other is better, but because she lacks something. So if I find someone else, or look around for something serious ... I don't know, I love him, but sometimes he disgusts me.
1 fillme8080 answered
God, was that love? I, on the other hand, as a complete fool, thought that it meant respect, love and understanding. And now seriously - what are you doing with this boy at all, as it is clear that he is in that job for you. What exactly do you like about him - hygiene, rudeness in bed, bad treatment and insults or the fact that he hates you? Get to realize that you are purely and simply addicted, most likely out of habit. Separating will not end the world, nor will you die from being alone for a while. There are always candidates for a normal woman, let alone one who is not right in the world. By the way - if you start "looking around, listening, finding" and the like before you break up with the current one, then you deserve the treatment you get. There's a right way to do things, and it's not behind someone's back,