She Is Married

Hello! The story with the girl I will write about started in high school. She was 10th grade, I was 12th and that was my first thrill, even my first love. I was very weak, and she liked me, but nothing happened between us. After I graduated, I went to another city to study. I lost all contact with the girl. We had written 2-3 times on Facebook, but she is not the most active there. Now I am a final year student, I had several relationships, my time has passed, but sometimes I still remember this girl and I have a pleasant memory. A few months ago I found a job in my hometown and came back again. I was having coffee with a friend and accidentally saw the girl in question with her friend. She saw me, she was so happy, she just lit up, she came, she hugged me. As sincere and strong as if a few days had passed since our last meeting. We talked and agreed to see each other. I was insanely happy with the fact that I have been waiting for this meeting for almost 4 years. We saw her, we got along great, our conversation went well, 3 hours passed very quickly. Finally, I asked her where she lived to send her, and she told me about a neighborhood that was currently under construction and was generally expensive, and she was not from a family with many opportunities. I assumed she lived with theirs and asked her when they had moved. Then she told me that she lives there with her husband :). I started laughing, I really thought it was a joke. It was a big picture, I laugh, it bursts into tears. It turned out that she had been married to a Turk for more than a year, but not of her own volition. I was shocked, she is 20 years old, her father gives it to a nationalist, a patriot and suddenly ... She told me that her father worked as a driver for their family and were close, the company of those was not large, and her father was serious in his work, he did not make numbers and problems for them and they relied on him. They went to visit, so their son met her and they started practicing. When he proposed to her, she refused and he began to threaten her that her father would lose her job and would not find another, she would not see the light of day. When she told me this, I was very angry, I believed everything she told me, because I had idealized her in my mind. She told me she needed me. Her father was currently arranging a new job abroad, looking for a place to live for the whole family to leave, and then it would all be over. It's not exactly what I imagined, but I'm very happy with her and she needs help. Her husband is constantly absent, so it's not a problem to see her. At first I was in euphoria that I could see her, to be the two of us, but over time I start to think things like that when he comes home he probably wants to consume his relationship, that I don't want to share it, I want to be just the two of us, to hear it when I want , to be able to brag that we are together, etc. I shared this with her and she assured me that it would happen soon and that she rarely slept with him anyway and I shouldn't think that. And yet every time she tells me he's coming home I go crazy. I also went crazy a few weeks ago when I agreed with friends to go to a disco. Her husband had just returned, and I wanted to distract myself from the nasty thoughts. When we entered the disco what to see - 2 tables from us the young married couple. She was too busy kissing him and didn't see me right away. It's one thing to think that, but to see it ... They looked very happy, contrary to her stories. Then I actually began to doubt everything she told me. She naturally had an explanation for everything I saw. I went so far as to look for her friends, to ask them to be honest with me and to tell me how things really are, because I love her very much, but I don't want to be hanged like a Turk. And one of them told me that she really loved me and it was only a matter of months before everything ended. The other told me that they were no longer in touch. She told me she was very disappointed in her. That she was very "draped" to reunite with a Turk, because even though he was a good party. He told me that I was not my first extramarital affair. And she would still be divorced since she was married. And that's it. I asked her why her friend had made her so angry in front of me, what caused this anger. She found an explanation again. I've been bad with her since I saw her, but I'm even worse without her. When I saw her at the disco with her husband, I told her I couldn't go on. She didn't stop looking for me and crying, she said I was the thing holding her ... but she didn't part with that one. For four years I couldn't forget her completely without having anything. It sounds impossible to me now. I do not know what to do. One night I was about to write to her husband. And he may suspect something, because he's been here lately. My car was recently smashed. The police told me it was because of the radio, because mine is original and rare, but my dashboard was cut with a knife and I have one thing in mind. I really want to be with her, but I just want advice on how you would handle my situation. She didn't stop looking for me and crying, she said I was the thing holding her ... but she didn't part with that one. For four years I couldn't forget her completely without having anything. It sounds impossible to me now. I do not know what to do. One night I was about to write to her husband. And he may suspect something, because he's been here lately. My car was recently smashed. The police told me it was because of the radio, because mine is original and rare, but my dashboard was cut with a knife and I have one thing in mind. I really want to be with her, but I just want advice on how you would handle my situation. She didn't stop looking for me and crying, she said I was the thing holding her ... but she didn't part with that one. For four years I couldn't forget her completely without having anything. It sounds impossible to me now. I do not know what to do. One night I was about to write to her husband. And he may suspect something, because he's been here lately. My car was recently smashed. The police told me it was because of the radio, because mine is original and rare, but my dashboard was cut with a knife and I have one thing in mind. I really want to be with her, but I just want advice on how you would handle my situation. And he may suspect something, because he's been here lately. My car was recently smashed. The police told me it was because of the radio, because mine is original and rare, but my dashboard was cut with a knife and I have one thing in mind. I really want to be with her, but I just want advice on how you would handle my situation. And he may suspect something, because he's been here lately. My car was recently smashed. The police told me it was because of the radio, because mine is original and rare, but my dashboard was cut with a knife and I have one thing in mind. I really want to be with her, but I just want advice on how you would handle my situation.