Shall I Give Him A Second Chance?

The Story

Hi For the first time in my life, I resort to sharing in a forum. I always thought that important decisions in life should be made by themselves. But here I am, confused, crushed, indecisive... I had a three-year relationship with a boy eight years younger than me. When we started seeing each other, he was 21 and had just split up with his girlfriend. I had barely escaped a very toxic relationship. We fell in love - me first, him after a while. After about six months, we split up for a pretty stupid reason. I tried to get back together, but he said he didn't love me enough. We got back together anyway, but she started writing to the ex who still loved him. I asked him to stop, he didn't stop right away, and when I gave him an ultimatum. Before long, we went abroad together. At first, it was like a fresh start for both of them. He was talking about how we were going to have a baby and we'd settle down. Before long, however, he changed his mind, he wasn't ready, he was early, and so on. We split up again, he said he didn't like enough and wasn't ready for the next step. But the breakup had I engenders her because I was fed up with the constant sighting of others, trying to chat, digging into various Facebook profiles, etc. So didn't want to stop his friendship with the ex. But... we got back together and it was magical. We've never been happier and in love. So until our vacation in Bulgaria, where he cheated on me with his ex. When we arrived, she was waiting for him out front. Something flickered him, and so on. You didn't tell me anything about her. I found out when we got back. He was going to go back to Bulgaria to be with her (like he wanted me to wait for him). He wouldn't be with her for more than five or six months. The problem was that he had a very strong drive. He wanted to live, he wanted us to split up last time. She never returned to Bulgaria because she dumped him on Facebook. I started dating someone else. He was going crazy, he was giving me trouble, but he didn't want us to get back together. He was going to sleep with a few women, and then he'd "come for me." Of course, piccolo didn't sleep. I stopped seeing the other guy because he started talking to me about how he wanted to get back together, and I still have feelings... But of course, the moment I was alone, she backed away. He knew I wanted a family, and he wasn't ready to give it to me. Soon, however, I renewed my relationship with the other boy (and he is terribly in love and wants to give me everything, I also have feelings for him). When the freak in question found out I was seeing the other guy, he showed up again and said he wanted another chance. He wanted us to try again, next year, to get married. He was afraid to have children, but he would "feel sorry for himself" by a year or two and so on. I'm very confused now. Should I give him another chance? The point is, I don't know how sincere he is, nine months nothing concrete did. I don't believe anything's changed in two days. And the other one didn't stop fighting for me, he went through the hell of this love triangle. But if I throw the ex away now, what's the point of the last three years, that's why I fought. My inner voice says he's not sincere. The truth is, I made a definite decision to go on with the other boy. But now I'm at a crossroads... I know it seems like a long story, but I've saved a lot of details... I'm asking for your opinion. I'm terribly confused.

Last Updated
June 24, 2020
Author:
ray6962

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