Sex With A Friend?

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Hello! I'm 30 years old. I recently started something like an affair with a childhood friend. We pushed each other, I gave him blowjobs a few times. But that did not affect our relationship. At other times, everything is pure friendship, just by the way, we tease. We have no feelings, we do not want a relationship, etc. Soon, however, I think we will have real sex. But I worry a little for the following reasons: 1. I have worries about my body. I'm big, I have stretch marks, there are scars from operations. He hasn't seen me completely naked until now, I'm worried that I won't attract him anymore if I see this, but we're having fun and I don't want to stop. 2. I'm also worried that real sex is somehow more intimate, and while pushing and whistling used to come somehow by the way, after we sleep together, we may no longer look at each other in exactly the same way, that we can no longer be as friendly as before. Have any of you been in a similar situation? Any tips?

Last Updated
September 08, 2020
Author:
legenda1985

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