Secret Love

Hello! I want to tell you part of my life. 2 and a half months ago I met 1 boy. He is 3 years older than me - I am 16 and he turned 19 a week ago. Everything happened very quickly, exactly 3 days after our acquaintance we became boyfriends. Since we were on vacation then, we went out at 7 in the evening and came home 4-5 in the morning. We wandered the streets, talked, kissed me, pressed each other, but nothing more. Our people didn't tell me anything because they don't sleep together and don't talk , my father didn't care, and my mother knew everything and I didn't hear a word why I came home in the middle of the night. Everything was very nice coffee, parties, parties, friends, a little smoking and getting drunk (on my part, because he does not drink), going home in the middle of the night, and one night I did not even go home. and I slept with my friend in the other room and I want to emphasize that nothing happened. The next day my mother just grumbled a little and told me not to do it again and so much, and my father didn't even know about this incident, because then he was gone (he has a mistress). I went to them, he to us too, theirs like me, of course, he and my mom too, even once the three of us went out to a restaurant and everything was very cool. All this lasted a month and a half. Then everything failed. People, with whom we haven't seen for 5-6 years, they go and talk nonsense to my mother - that he was not for me, because he is darker than me, what his mother was like, what his father was like, they had no money and I don't know yet What. My grandparents, who live 15-20 km from here and they found out, all lined up to tell me about him and his family that he was a gypsy and all sorts of nonsense. So I had to lie to absolutely everyone that we broke up and I'm coming home at 10:00. that I am with friends, my father took an interest in where and with whom I go, and so far it has not been so. However, we continue to meet and see each other absolutely every day. But we are still with them so that no one sees us, well at least we live nearby. He knows that our people do not allow me to be with him and he just told me that everything depends on me and asked me: '' Do you want to you are with me '', I answered in the affirmative and he said: '' that's enough for me '' Every day we tell each other that we love each other. I love him, he loves me too, sometimes I even have the feeling that he loves me more than I love him. However, his brother knows that our people do not allow me to go out with him and tells us to give up while it is time, because we have been together for 2 and a half months, and not to become 2 and a half years, to be even more attached. to another and hurt us much more. I want to go out on the street with him without worrying that someone will see us will not approve of us, because I am extremely white, and he is chocolate. I want to be with him, but I can not and do not want to be forever we hide as if we are doing something bad. I don't know what to do! I love him! He loves me! We love each other! And it would be a pity to separate because of something like that, right ! Thanks for your attention! I look forward to your advice!