I returned from the sea 2 days ago. I have felt terribly sad since then. I am almost 21 years old, I have had two relationships in my life. The first lasted about 5-6 months, but never came to intimacy. My heart was broken by the boy. After a while I had something like a second relationship, but it was more like 2 meetings and very vain hopes on my part. For intimacy. nothing again. In short - I am a hopeless case. At the sea - people, couples, with children, boyfriends ... happy people who hug and kiss. And I - I'm nothing ... Forever alone, as they say ... All my colleagues and acquaintances are constantly uploading photos with their boyfriends or friends, which I no longer have. I'm terribly lonely ... I don't have anyone to go out with, even in the shops or at coffee ... I don't have anyone anymore, I don't have anyone left. I don't even dare to dream about a kiss and a gentle touch. I am like a bird in a cage with its wings cut off and no chance of flying or escaping from its prison. I don't know what to do, I feel terribly lost ......
1 fit_college answered
I felt very lonely at 21. Don't worry, everything with its time. You will also meet a man. But do not be in a hurry to throw yourself into the arms of the first person you meet, as I did.