Today I turned 23. I am glad that I am healthy, I have an education, a job and friends, a good social life ... But I can no longer endure without love - I am constantly sad, without mood, even in the evening I go out reluctantly. I wanted so badly to have someone by my side today, but this is another birthday I'm alone ... despite everyone around me. They tell me not to despair that there are passengers for every train, the person will show up for me when I least expect ... Well, I haven't been waiting for anything for a long time, I'm so used to always being unattached ... And according to my friends I should even be glad that I was not hurt and that I did not lose my feelings - and I no longer know if I am capable of having them. No boy wanted to have a relationship with me, my feelings were never shared and there was no one to fight for. This has made me so insensitive over time that nothing makes me happy or touched anymore, lately I just prefer to stay home, watch a movie and cry to relieve myself. I always think where the guilt is in me, because I know that there must be one - everyone else can't be to blame for me, obviously I'm not doing something right ... And I want the most normal thing - someone to love and feelings us to be mutual. It turned out that so far I have achieved everything else, but not to be able to find a man for myself. Give me advice on what to do, what to change so that something good can finally happen to me ... that there should be one - everyone else can't be to blame for me, obviously I'm not doing something right ... And I want the most normal thing - someone to love and our feelings to be mutual. It turned out that so far I have achieved everything else, but not to be able to find a man for myself. Give me advice on what to do, what to change so that something good can finally happen to me ... that there should be one - everyone else can't be to blame for me, obviously I'm not doing something right ... And I want the most normal thing - someone to love and our feelings to be mutual. It turned out that so far I have achieved everything else, but not to be able to find a person for myself. Give me advice on what to do, what to change so that something good can finally happen to me ...
1 derrycityfc1928 answered
you know ... the new generation doesn't seem to care much about intimacy, falling in love, love ... living at a fast pace, don't despair girl, once you have a good heart you will find tenderness and love ... just be yourself you are ...