Hello! I am a man of 25 years and I want to tell my story. In April 2017, a new colleague appeared in the company where I work. I learned from colleagues that she has been coming to work only for the summer months for 6 years. She is not Bulgarian and after the end of the season she returns to her country. The woman is from the former Soviet republics and is 39 years old. He comes to Bulgaria with his child. The first year I worked with her, I didn't make much contact. We were hello, hello. Several times I drove her to Econt to pick up shipments and several times I helped her with her work. I know she slept with my boss 4-5 years ago, but it was only for a week and she told him she didn't want to continue. The weird thing about me was that he kept looking at her ass, talking dirty to her, and not once or twice, when we were at the beach, she was undressing in front of her when she was changing. So I didn't understand what was wrong with him and how it didn't repel her, he just made some faces and then it was as if nothing had happened. The season passed and she left. In 2018, when the colleague appeared, it became clear that she would be the boss, and he would not go to work. Personally, I was the one who would give me the tasks. I work for money, not for fame and pleasure. And so, with each passing day of work, I began to get to know her better and better. He seemed to me to be a very interesting man. He took his child to work, but for me the boy is just a slimy shit who doesn't know what upbringing is and obviously she doesn't know how to raise him. And so, day after day, we started basking in various things and getting closer. We started going to the beach together every day. She remained her son and she and I walked along the deserted Bulgarian beaches. I began to feel sexually attracted to her. One day we both stood miles away in the sea by boat and watched the sunset embrace. We agreed to go out to dinner the next day. Unfortunately, the planned dinner failed because a mutual acquaintance of ours appeared, who made a huge scandal at work and the police had to be called and an explanation was written, and this lasted until 10 pm. Like me, I suggested we just go home and take a shower and go out for a short meal. She agreed and so we did. We had a good dinner and then walked along the promenade of the city, and she chose for the route some unlit area, where we sat on a small rock, which did not bring us both together and she had to sit on my thigh. So I look her in the eye and wonder when to bite her. I was ashamed to tell you honestly, we are still 14 years apart. I quickly came up with a stupid bass and the condition was that if I won he had to kiss me 10 times. So I call my colleague to take some of these kisses in advance, that I will win anyway. Looking into her eyes, we pursed our lips and did not tear ourselves apart. After about an hour of pressing this stone, we decided to go home, because her son was only with them. On the way out, I kissed her again, set her car on fire, and flew home. I had not yet left the complex when she called me and told me that her child had locked the apartment, but they had a key and could not enter and did not want to push so as not to wake the neighbor's baby. He asks me if he can sleep with us. So I took her in the car and wondered what to do now. I went to my friend's hotel to let her sleep and I went home. The truth is that I come from a poor family and the house I live in with my family is quite old, unplastered (stand on bricks). I lived in a one-story house in the courtyard of a larger unplastered house. This smaller building has 2 rooms and I had occupied one and the other had some tourists. I have always been ashamed of my home. I have never had a relationship longer than 6 months and only 1 girl has seen where I live. There is money to fix the look of the house, but the owners are extremely many and a large hour of them do not want to give a penny. There is no solution and now the house and the yard are in a miserable condition. I return to history now. We got to the hotel, but she didn't want to sleep there, she got angry, and I, on the other hand, did not want to take her to my home, because I thought that something good could come out between us, but when she saw where I lived, I could push her away. After all, we live in a world where the material is important and I have been cut several times by the "gentle" sex, because my car was old and there was no way to drive them away from Greece. These were my fears, but I told myself that if something was written to happen, it would happen. We reached the house. I went in and asked her to wait a few minutes to make the beds and the pigsty in general. Then we went in, brushed our teeth (I always have spare disposable brushes), undressed and went to bed. At one point I just felt myself rushing in and we started pushing each other until I said to myself. that he obviously really wants me. After an exceptional love game we had good sex, but not particularly prolonged on my part, because of the high excitement. Tonight I created a very nice and warm memory that I will remember for the rest of my days. The next day we went to them, the paw was up and then at work. We spent the day separated from each other, and after communication we agreed to go to her apartment after the child fell asleep. I went to have sex and she asked me not to leave but to sleep with her. Honestly, it was great. I hadn't slept with a woman in almost a year and I had forgotten how nice it was to have someone to hug and kiss. It was only after a week with her that I fell in love. I wondered why she was with me, I kept telling her that I had nothing materially and it was very difficult for me to give her what she had from the father of her child. A rich man who decides to dump because he understands that he is a homosexual. But I guess she's paying child support for the child he did to her. They were not married. She told me that she was with me because of my kindness and my physique was better than all the men she was with. I took that as a compliment. She told me she wanted me to live with her. I decided to accept. Our colleagues didn't know we were together, but I'm pretty sure they guessed. Suddenly, everyone who told me they wanted to sleep with her stopped contacting us. Everything was like a fairy tale. The work was very pleasant, knowing that I was doing it with her, the coexistence was unique. We had fun together, I started getting to know her son and we became good friends. We were a small family. We had sex every night for a month. And I can say with all my heart that the sex was amazing. There were days when it couldn't go on any longer and we just ended the act without me finishing. It seemed damn selfish to me, but what can I tell you, I'm obviously a jerk and a fool. That's how I am. I am ready to put my own pleasure only so that she is satisfied and happy. And so we lived together for 3 months. For the last 2 weeks I have been living alone with her because her son was starting to spy on us while we were having sex, she was telling everyone at work what we were doing, that he saw me naked, etc. The boy was always jealous and making dramas. . I guess I had to feel it then and run as far away as possible. In the last week, I found out she had an 18-year-old daughter and she hadn't told me because she thought I knew. But that didn't impress me, because I knew we had no future. I was waiting for October to come and go. The interesting thing was that he did not ask for even 1 lev for the apartment he rents. I paid for the food and most of the products we bought. After a good 5 months with her, I started preparing for the separation, because I knew that this was the end. Alas, it was not so. She offered me to go on a business trip with her to 5 European countries within a month. It sounded very good. I told myself why I shouldn't live properly for another month. Me and her. It sounded great. The trip was really great, I got to know her even better. I began to see shortcomings, but bearable. We quit our jobs and lived like in a movie. Lonely beaches, sunsets, sunrises, sea, wind, waves, love. I have always dreamed of living carefree and traveling with someone I love. I told her it made me happy and I loved her. She didn't answer me. Unpleasant, but what to do. After a great trip around Europe, I returned to Europe, and she returned to her country. Tell you what, I felt terrible. I cried all the time. I was very sad. I slept on the bed and in the room where it all started. Nostalgia hit me all the time. It hurt me she wasn't there. Every night we talked for an hour on the phone and decided to meet again somewhere in Europe for a week. Before this trip she had problems and we hardly talked on the phone. I didn't know if we would see each other at all or everything would fall apart, because we had 3 scandals on the phone. In the end, we met on neutral territory in Latvia. She was distanced at first, but gradually relaxed. The woman I loved was with me. I was extremely happy. I had a birthday on the last day of the trip, but there was an accident with the rental car and it started a scandal, which grew and continued throughout the day. I wanted to have a nice birthday, not to argue with her all day for nonsense. For most of the trip, I paid for everything, and she decided to keep a secret record of how much money I had spent and why we didn't eat an octopus because she deserved it. I finally got tired and opened my mouth and told her everything bad that had impressed me since I started sleeping with her. I cried. He hid his face with a pillow and roared for a long time. Of course, after my aggression passed, I hugged her while she was crying and I started crying too. I just wanted to have a good day without problems and without anger. My life in Bulgaria is not very pleasant and almost every day is nasty and unpleasant. Like everyone, I have a limit and I just couldn't stand it. This happened 2 months ago. Then I slept next to her for the last time. I hugged and kissed her for the last time. The next day I left her at the hotel and got on the plane and cried all the way. I wrote her many messages and made videos where I apologized endlessly. In the end, he wrote to me that he forgave me for living my life, and not everything is over between us. We hear each other once a month, we write to each other very rarely. On the next trip after Latvia, which we had planned, she told me that she could not go because she did not have the financial means and time. Eventually, from her Facebook posts, she went to Cyprus, where we planned to go, with her child and some other man who was a family friend. She didn't mention she was with him at all. In the end, I told her after I found out from the 3rd source that she was with him, or you were with me or not. If not just, let's be honest and for the good days we had to tell me so I could realize that it's all over and we can't be together. And to stop dreaming that I can experience great, warm and priceless moments again. Somehow it's like there is a God. On this trip, she breaks her big toe, but they plaster the whole end so that she can recover. We talk on the phone, but very rarely. I realized he was depressed because of his legs. I still didn't understand why he kept calling me. He wants it and he doesn't want it. The last time we talked about 10 days ago he told me that he was in Austria skiing, but did not give details of who he was with. He told me that he was with friends and clients. This man, who is a family friend, is with her again. The truth is, I have no future with her. Only for one sex. The difference in age is big, there are 2 children. I definitely can't build a future with it. I am angry because she has told me many times how she has experienced things with me that no one else has given her. All summer I worked 30 hours only night shifts to be with her all day. I gave a lot of myself, financially I also gave what I had to feel good. And now at some point I feel like I'm nobody. There is no time for me, no time for anything. I guess he's losing interest. It turned out very stupidly. The Bulgarian loser to stand and wait while she waves her horse. I decided to act with other women and forget about her, but even when my pants were taken off, something pulled me back and I didn't dare sleep with another woman. And now lately I can't find girls to meet and forget this 39-year-old woman who plays with my feelings. I feel naughty. I wrote everything with a lot of mistakes and a hell of a mess, but that's how I felt. I hope to receive some consolation from you dear readers. financially I also gave what I had to make him feel good. And now at some point I feel like I'm nobody. There is no time for me, no time for anything. I guess he's losing interest. It turned out very stupidly. The Bulgarian loser to stand and wait while she waves her horse. I decided to act with other women and forget about her, but even when my pants were taken off, something pulled me back and I didn't dare sleep with another woman. And now lately I can't find girls to meet and forget this 39-year-old woman who plays with my feelings. I feel naughty. I wrote everything with a lot of mistakes and a hell of a mess, but that's how I felt. I hope to receive some consolation from you dear readers. financially I also gave what I had to make him feel good. And now at some point I feel like I'm nobody. There is no time for me, no time for anything. I guess he's losing interest. It turned out very stupidly. The Bulgarian loser to stand and wait while she waves her horse. I decided to act with other women and forget about her, but even when my pants were taken off, something pulled me back and I didn't dare sleep with another woman. And now lately I can't find girls to meet and forget this 39-year-old woman who plays with my feelings. I feel naughty. I wrote everything with a lot of mistakes and a hell of a mess, but that's how I felt. I hope to receive some consolation from you dear readers. It turned out very stupidly. The Bulgarian loser to stand and wait while she waves her horse. I decided to act with other women and forget about her, but even when my pants were taken off, something pulled me back and I didn't dare sleep with another woman. And now lately I can't find girls to meet and forget this 39-year-old woman who plays with my feelings. I feel naughty. I wrote everything with a lot of mistakes and a hell of a mess, but that's how I felt. I hope to receive some consolation from you dear readers. It turned out very stupidly. The Bulgarian loser to stand and wait while she waves her horse. I decided to act with other women and forget about her, but even when my pants were taken off, something pulled me back and I didn't dare sleep with another woman. And now lately I can't find girls to meet and forget this 39-year-old woman who plays with my feelings. I feel naughty. I wrote everything with a lot of mistakes and a hell of a mess, but that's how I felt. I hope to receive some consolation from you dear readers. I wrote everything with a lot of mistakes and a hell of a mess, but that's how I felt. I hope to receive some consolation from you dear readers. I wrote everything with a lot of mistakes and a hell of a mess, but that's how I felt. I hope to receive some consolation from you dear readers.
1 natti_dhs answered
From the very beginning, it is clear that the story is made up. Note: A long text that I did not read - the hatred of children ... Next time try harder, good luck!