Hello! I'm a 19-year-old girl. I've never had a boyfriend in my life. They liked me, I had suggestions, but somehow I'm very capricious and I can't go with anyone. Not that I consider myself a great beauty, etc., I just consider myself a reasonable person and I still don't like something in boys . Sometimes I wondered if the relationships weren't for me or if I wasn't interesting and nice enough for the smarter and prettier boys ... I even thought if I went with a boy what people would think, if I wouldn't they make fun of who I'm dating or if I don't live up to this boy's expectations because I haven't had a boyfriend and I don't know how to behave, I don't know how to kiss and I don't know what he will think of me. And there's always been some fear in me, I can't tell if I'm afraid to commit or I'm more afraid not to expose myself, and I am a dreamer in general. And I dream of falling in love and being happy. Some say that for every train there are passengers, that my turn will come, but nowadays if you have no experience, then you are congested and honestly I do not know if I will ever feel - to be loved. :)