Problems In Sexuality

Hello! 1. I am an 18 year old boy. In a few months I will be 19. I will try to be short and clear. 2. A little for me - I am a boy with a good appearance, self-confidence and desire for life. 3. Sexuality problem - I was the most heterosexual boy in the world. I was constantly thinking about chicks and thinking of options on how to fuck them. I really wanted to be a playboy and to have many women, to be different every night, etc. One night I got very drunk with tea (sage) in Sunny Beach and I was so drunk that I started to imagine kissing The next day we went out with a friend, we stabbed a babe, we even had sex with them, but everything was normal - as it always was. I came home from Sunny Beach and as I had made a movie to look I remembered that hallucination that came to my mind, when I was drunk. Then came the real downturn in my life. I began to wonder, "Am I gay?", "How can I think such a thing?". All sorts of crazy thoughts started to run through my head, I don't know who I am and what I'm fighting for, my self-esteem dropped ... I don't want to become a left-handed thread. It's something I've never figured out, I haven't been aroused by men yet, I watch porn, but I have a little erection problem, but it's from the pills the psychiatrist prescribed. I also go to psychotherapy, there the maniac (psychotherapist) tells me that everything was an illusion and so on, but the thought that I could be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. P. With no mockery if you can :) am i gay "," how can I think such a thing? ". All sorts of crazy thoughts started to run through my head, I don't know who I am and what I'm fighting for, my self-esteem dropped ... I don't want to become a left-handed thread. This is something I've never thought of, I haven't been aroused by men still, I watch porn, but I have a little problem with erection, but it's from the pills that the psychiatrist prescribed me. I also go to psychotherapy, there the maniac (psychotherapist) tells me that everything was an illusion and so on, but the thought that I may be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex .. P. With no mockery if you can :) am i gay "," how can I think such a thing? ". All sorts of crazy thoughts started to run through my head, I don't know who I am and what I'm fighting for, my self-esteem dropped ... I don't want to become a left-handed thread. This is something I've never thought of, I'm not excited by men still, I watch porn, but I have a little problem with erection, but it's from the pills that the psychiatrist prescribed me. I also go to psychotherapy, there the maniac (psychotherapist) tells me that everything was an illusion and so on, but the thought that I may be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. my self-esteem has dropped ...

I don't want to become a left-handed thread. It's something I've never figured out, I haven't been aroused by men yet, I watch porn, but I have a little erection problem, but it's from the pills the psychiatrist prescribed. I also go to psychotherapy, there the maniac (psychotherapist) tells me that everything was an illusion and so on, but the thought that I could be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. P. With no mockery if you can :) my self-esteem has dropped ... I don't want to become a left-handed thread. It's something I've never figured out, I haven't been aroused by men yet, I watch porn, but I have a little erection problem, but it's from the pills the psychiatrist prescribed. I also go to psychotherapy, there the maniac (psychotherapist) tells me that everything was an illusion and so on, but the thought that I could be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. P. With no mockery if you can :) that I may be gay worries me ..

I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. P. With no mockery if you can :) that I may be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. P. With no mockery if you can :)