Please Tell Me How To Return The Father To My Children, Not To Me, But To Them?

Hello everyone, my name is Elena and I am from Varna, I am 30 years old and I was married. I have two sons, Rubin and Biser. Rubin is 5 years old and Biser is 13. I married for love to my ex-husband Tsvetelin. We were more or less happy, he hit me only once and I left him (not only because of these 2-3 slaps). Tsvetelin and the children and I went out all the time, on walks, on the beach, on the mountains, everywhere. There was not a day that we didn't go out somewhere, especially when our second son Rubin was born. Zvetelin never forgot that he had a brother and sister, he called them quite often and we saw each other. I never stopped him from going out with friends. I have never been jealous of him, because for me, infidelity does not mean that he has caught some vile whore or prostitute. Last year he had started behaving very strangely, he was nervous and irritable, I couldn't explain why he was like that. He often allowed himself to insult me, and he had not done so before, although we have been together for 14 years. He always treated our children well, but it was obvious that he was already colder to them. I had to see the most poignant sight in my life to understand why it was like that. I came home from work an hour earlier because I had been released and it was obvious that he had not noticed me, and when I entered our room I saw Tsvetelin knocking on a street. I kicked them both out, I raised the most spectacular scandal I could afford to raise, I slapped him a few times and kicked them out, because the house we live in is mine. The children were with him then (his sister) I started crying and "pulling my hair" A few days later, I found out that the young lady in question was a dancer at the disco we often went to, but I didn't say that she was. I found the number very quickly and wanted to know how she stole my husband. She explained to me that one night Tsvetelin was at a disco with Galin (his brother) and Zlatina (his sister) started dancing with her and in the morning you just took her to his brother's apartment and fucked her there. They had a relationship for 6 months and loved each other very much. I asked her if she was sleeping peacefully, knowing that she had separated two children from their father. She told me reluctantly and without any hesitation: Well, why not sleep peacefully, it's not my fault. Tsvetelin told me that she would never abandon her two children. I also learned from her that Tsvetelin had told her in detail about me and our family. She said to me: Even if I have not seen you, I can never know you, Zvetelin described you from top to bottom in such detail that I can't help but recognize you. It bothers me not only because Tsvetelin has a mistress, but also because he told her about us and at the same time fucks her. She told me that it was 89 sets and she really wanted to have children, and Tsvetelin was willing to have a child with her. I told myself with your brilliant career as a dancer, which everyone touches and enters the bed of the fool Tsvetelin at his first call, I don't know what kind of children you want. True, she's 9 years younger than him, but that doesn't mean she's prettier than me. The only thing I liked about her was her body, and although my body was beautiful, there might be something that really surpassed me if Tsvetelin was with her now, not with me. After our conversation with her, I was so angry that I called Tsvetelin to come and steal her shit and get out of my life. He came and started to apologize to me and explain to me how drunk he was, his lies irritated me even more when he told me that once he slept with her, I told him: You were drunk for 6 months, you don't think about your children just how to go fuck your lowly mistress and then come to us and lie down with me and kiss me when you slapped her and I don't know what other disgusting stories. He packed his bags and moved out. We haven't lived together for almost 6 months now, and he didn't think to call to ask his children how they needed something. I called him recently and asked him why he wasn't interested in his sons, and he answered me sorry I have a lot of work my wife is pregnant and will soon give birth I do not care about you. I told him that I didn't want him to be interested in me, because there is already someone to be interested in me, and there is no one of our children and they don't have the father's love, which they both need right now. Only once did he come to fix a problem with Biser when at school a boy said to him: Eeeeee, tell your father to arrange a dancer for us and Biser fought with him. Then the boy's father had come to deal with Biser, and only then did Tsvetelin decide that he was a father and had children. After the quarrel with the father, which Zvetelin decided that he could not go through only talking and decided that he had to fight with the man, he left immediately without even talking to us. Please tell me how to return the father to my children, not to me, but to them. I told him that I didn't want him to be interested in me, because there is already someone to be interested in me, and there is no one of our children and they don't have the father's love, which they both need right now. Only once did he come to fix a problem with Biser when at school a boy said to him: Eeeeee, tell your father to arrange a dancer for us and Biser fought with him. Then the boy's father had come to deal with Biser, and only then did Tsvetelin decide that he was a father and had children. After the quarrel with the father, which Zvetelin decided that he could not go through with just talking and decided that he had to fight with the man, he left immediately without even talking to us. Please tell me how to return the father to my children, not to me, but to them. I told him that I didn't want him to be interested in me, because there is already someone to be interested in me, and there is no one of our children and they don't have the father's love, which they both need right now. Only once did he come to fix a problem with Biser when at school a boy said to him: Eeeeee, tell your father to arrange a dancer for us and Biser fought with him. Then the boy's father had come to deal with Biser, and only then did Tsvetelin decide that he was a father and had children. After the quarrel with the father, which Zvetelin decided that he could not go through only talking and decided that he had to fight with the man, he left immediately without even talking to us. Please tell me how to return the father to my children, not to me, but to them. and none of our children have it, and they do not have the fatherly love that both of them need right now. Only once did he come to fix a problem with Biser when at school a boy said to him: Eeeeee, tell your father to arrange a dancer for us and Biser fought with him. Then the boy's father had come to deal with Biser, and only then did Tsvetelin decide that he was a father and had children. After the quarrel with the father, which Zvetelin decided that he could not go through with just talking and decided that he had to fight with the man, he left immediately without even talking to us. Please tell me how to return the father to my children, not to me, but to them. and none of our children have it, and they do not have the fatherly love that both of them need right now. Only once did he come to fix a problem with Biser when at school a boy said to him: Eeeeee, tell your father to arrange a dancer for us and Biser fought with him. Then the boy's father had come to deal with Biser, and only then did Tsvetelin decide that he was a father and had children. After the quarrel with the father, which Zvetelin decided that he could not go through with just talking and decided that he had to fight with the man, he left immediately without even talking to us. Please tell me how to return the father to my children, not to me, but to them. tell your father to arrange for us to have a dancer each, and Biser fought with him. Then the boy's father had come to deal with Biser, and only then did Tsvetelin decide that he was a father and had children. After the quarrel with the father, which Zvetelin decided that he could not go through with just talking and decided that he had to fight with the man, he left immediately without even talking to us. Please tell me how to return the father to my children, not to me, but to them. tell your father to arrange a dancer for us and Biser fought with him. Then the boy's father had come to deal with Biser, and only then did Tsvetelin decide that he was a father and had children. After the quarrel with the father, which Zvetelin decided that he could not go through with just talking and decided that he had to fight with the man, he left immediately without even talking to us. Please tell me how to return the father to my children, not to me, but to them.