I am a 15-year-old girl. At first, it was for fun, from time to time, just for the party. I started the summer with drugs. At first, it was just weed, I smoked and calmed down a lot, complete relaxation. But at a party, my friends took out amphetamine, and I sniffed two lines to keep from falling behind. I really liked the feeling, I hung up and I was here. But I didn't stop there. I had sex for the first time under the influence of a crystal and it was amazing. No pain, just pure pleasure. And I don't really understand why I started taking drugs. I have no problems with anyone, I have good success, I get along perfectly with my parents and they trust me completely. What hurts me the most is that they don't suspect anything. My friends and I decided to stop everything. And here, we haven't touched for 1 month. BUT ... my life seems to have collapsed. I only think about drugs, how to get drunk or for the ruler. I can not stand. I try to fill my time with different activities, to be constantly busy, but it doesn't work. The worst thing happens at night when I fall asleep, all in sweat and sometimes even cry. I want some drugs, no matter what. Winter vacation just went crazy. I'm afraid I've started thinking about heroin, I want to try a lot. I can no longer feel any emotions.
I became estranged from my friends, I guess they feel the same way. Please help me. I have no idea what to do. My life this month is like a fog, I have the feeling that I do not manage it ... Winter vacation just went crazy. I'm afraid I've started thinking about heroin, I want to try a lot. I can no longer feel any emotions. I became estranged from my friends, I guess they feel the same way. Please help me. I have no idea what to do. My life this month is like a fog, I have the feeling that I do not manage it ... Winter vacation just went crazy. I'm afraid I've started thinking about heroin, I want to try a lot. I can no longer feel any emotions. I became estranged from my friends, I guess they feel the same way. Please help me. I have no idea what to do. My life this month is like a fog, I have the feeling that I do not manage it ...
1 bunnyboytoy answered
You are an example of the fact that mental dependence is greater. The crystal is especially very dangerous. All the synthetic drugs you took have irreversibly destroyed brain cells. There is a dullness if you don't stop NOW. Tip - sign up for a gym and train to exhaustion, you will sleep like a bath. If you swim - go swimming. You have to load your body and brain. I'll tell you one thing, you have good friends, but if you don't give up, you'll all end up in a madhouse. Good luck