Only Drugs Are In My Head

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I am a 15-year-old girl. At first, it was for fun, from time to time, just for the party. I started the summer with drugs. At first, it was just weed, I smoked and calmed down a lot, complete relaxation. But at a party, my friends took out amphetamine, and I sniffed two lines to keep from falling behind. I really liked the feeling, I hung up and I was here. But I didn't stop there. I had sex for the first time under the influence of a crystal and it was amazing. No pain, just pure pleasure. And I don't really understand why I started taking drugs. I have no problems with anyone, I have good success, I get along perfectly with my parents and they trust me completely. What hurts me the most is that they don't suspect anything. My friends and I decided to stop everything. And here, we haven't touched for 1 month. BUT ... my life seems to have collapsed. I only think about drugs, how to get drunk or for the ruler. I can not stand. I try to fill my time with different activities, to be constantly busy, but it doesn't work. The worst thing happens at night when I fall asleep, all in sweat and sometimes even cry. I want some drugs, no matter what. Winter vacation just went crazy. I'm afraid I've started thinking about heroin, I want to try a lot. I can no longer feel any emotions.

I became estranged from my friends, I guess they feel the same way. Please help me. I have no idea what to do. My life this month is like a fog, I have the feeling that I do not manage it ... Winter vacation just went crazy. I'm afraid I've started thinking about heroin, I want to try a lot. I can no longer feel any emotions. I became estranged from my friends, I guess they feel the same way. Please help me. I have no idea what to do. My life this month is like a fog, I have the feeling that I do not manage it ... Winter vacation just went crazy. I'm afraid I've started thinking about heroin, I want to try a lot. I can no longer feel any emotions. I became estranged from my friends, I guess they feel the same way. Please help me. I have no idea what to do. My life this month is like a fog, I have the feeling that I do not manage it ...

Last Updated
July 24, 2020
Author:
fancylad12

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