I understand, and I feel for you, my friend. The grief is so ena sad that you love her alone and become ridiculous once it's shared.
Friend and I was in the same situation, my first love changed me, I fought over 5 years and nothing, I'm alone now 7, and it hurts the same way, try another and don't get deeper because it gets scary, I'll get to suicide after a year
If she's gone, she's the woman of your life...
Everyone has a choice, and everyone lives their own lives. No one owes us anything, and everyone can walk away from anyone's life at any time.
I'm sure you've ever turned your back on a girl...
It'il be more time, the memory of it will fade, and then you'il meet another one.
Find yourself an 18-20 year old dick. You don't need old ones, gather your mind.
M27
As you describe it, she certainly wasn't madly in love with you. You just built an ideal image of her that doesn't exist. No one leaves a man he loves. Not to mention do it from today to tomorrow and break up any relationship. You didn't know that girl, and you just fooled yourself. Something like this happened to me years ago. We were together for a few months and in a similar way it suddenly changed. He didn't leave immediately, but within about a month we had our contacts. Then I thought, just like you, that I had lost the woman of my life and lived with that thought for over half a year. However, because we had mutual acquaintances, over time I began to learn some side things, and after a while she reappeared on the horizon, as if nothing was. So, gradually, I got to know her as a person, and it turned out that my idea of her was absolutely wrong. So don't be sorry. You got rid of it very easily, and so did I. A lot of people understand at 45-50 and over that they've been lied to for years.
I'm in a similar situation. It sucks, but what to do. We're moving forward to develop and get better than the person we've been. Learn from mistakes and use them for development, that's what I do. I feel bad, I'm sick, and other problems are on my mind, but what the hell, should I go die? I still respect and love myself, and if someone decides to leave, well, he's right. It's his job. I'm basically trying to think things like that and motivate myself. The only thing that saves me from going crazy. I realize that in this situation, if I'm my own enemy, it's going to get worse.
I've only had 15 for 15 years, and how long have I been through my bed...
In all likelihood, either her feelings have disappeared or she's fallen for another and she doesn't have the valiant to admit it. To block you directly and hide instead of explaining it to you is a pity, but surely the problem is that she is guilty and ashamed of her and wants to finish it all faster.. You're going to meet another girl now focus on hobbies, sports and friends until you get back on your feet completely and everything will work out.
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