Obsessed With Pain

The Story

I am an incredibly big fan of a European club team as well as a national team. I have always been fascinated by their mentality, philosophy and style. When these teams win, I feel like I've won. When they lose, I feel ruined. Years ago, these teams with their victories and character helped me get out of a very big depression. I said to myself, if they can, so can I. But lately, these teams have started to lose their big international matches and I feel totally broken. I wonder if there are others with a similar attitude or am I the only one? I know that it is not normal for the success of some teams to determine a person's mood, but for me it happens that if they are not, I am in permanent depression. They also helped me overcome an alcohol addiction.

Last Updated
August 08, 2020
Author:
repronestes

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