Hello. A young 20-year-old girl is writing to you. I work in a cafe. I have known my boss for a long time, but I never thought I would work for him. He is married, with children (over 10 years older than me), with his own business. When I started working (December) we were joking, we were joking there. While everyone without him went on vacation for about 15 days. From then on he started hanging out with me, stroking my knee, my legs, he had taken my hand and stroked it. We talked dirty, although I don't think he's serious about some things. He called me in his car, in the dark, and nothing happened naturally. We just talked. From then on he started behaving differently with me, he started talking to me about how he would bite my lip, how he would explode me from sex, etc. and I told him "just, you talk, you don't do anything", and after these things I slowly began to fall in love with him. His wife came home and caressed me again, but less often. A few weeks later, she went on vacation again, and he started again. He called me back in the car in the dark, and I thought, "I'm sure we'll talk again" when what I imagined every night happened. I got in his car and lit a cigarette, he also lit and wanted to light his, and I "No, I'm usually trying to refuse them" And he "Right?" And hugged me and started kissing me. Then I was speechless. He started coloring and stroking me. After 2 minutes of kissing without taking my lips off, I pulled away, and he wouldn't let me go and said "why are you running away from me now?", And I was in shock. At the same moment, I felt both happy and sad for his wife. After 20 minutes of kissing I finally said "come on give me a kiss and go" And I kissed him and left shocked by what happened. I couldn't sleep all night, the next day I didn't think sober all day, I kept thinking about it. I had not put a bite in my mouth for 3 days. We had agreed to go in the car again, and then we would probably do it. I called him, but he didn't pick me up. Then I became depressed, came home, broke windows, hit the door with all my might, blood flowed from my hands, I cried lying on the ground, I felt only emotional pain, I was not on my own. For God's sake, I'm in love with him, what can I do, the thought of him kills me, I think of suicide, I live day by day, nothing can touch me anymore, only he can fix my mood, and he doesn't. He sees that I feel sick, but he is withdrawn with me in front of his daughter, maybe I don't know, maybe he really doesn't want anything to happen ... And his wife is busy, she doesn't pay any attention to him, they are constantly arguing about something. He is obviously looking for tenderness, female attention, but he would not attack another. Apparently I somehow passed the test of secrecy and discretion. Please give me advice, give your opinion whether once it happened, will it happen again? Should I hope for something or not expect anything at all ... I know this is not right, but I am madly in love with it. give your opinion whether once it has happened, will it happen again? Should I hope for something or not expect anything at all ... I know this is not right, but I am madly in love with it. give your opinion whether once it has happened, will it happen again? Should I hope for something or not expect anything at all ... I know this is not right, but I am madly in love with it.
1 mrmoonshouse answered
So you say that I just do not believe that you are even 15. For the 100th time I read a topic related to this industry, I do not know what is happening there, I will take to reorient. You can't be that simple honestly. You now, as the boss, took you to the car (eh memories ... and did you get nostalgic), dear sweetheart, didn't you think of an idea earlier that things could get rough? I will tell you what will happen to your behavior of a twenty (fifteen) year old woman. The boss will eventually shake you because you ask him to and so he will throw you out. Why? Well, firstly there is a family, secondly you are at different stages in life. Let me guess the boss always has something to tell you and you don't. Mmmmmm what? There's no way he can choose you over his wife, he just won't, he'll use you for a month or two and leave you because at some point he gets tired of talking about "doing"