I am a girl of 13, with a seemingly normal life - good grades in school, good friends (although only 5-6, at least they are real), I have no complexes about appearance - everything is fine and compliments are made to him, I go riding and i like to read books (mostly romantic). Its only drawback is that I have troubled parents on the verge of separation, but that doesn't matter at the moment. The main problem involves a boy (as always), with whom I am a very close friend, we study in the same class, we sit at the same desk, we go home together sometimes, we share some not so personal things, etc. He behaves terribly nice with me and helps me with petty problems. And, as you may have guessed, I fell in love with him to the point of pain. I have a few frivolous "childish" relationships behind me and a slightly more serious one, but it was more of a summer hobby, which passed after I returned to Sofia to go to school. Of course, "that" boy is to blame for my separation. Let's call him I. I've known I. for 7 years and we've always been in the same class. However, we got closer in 5th grade when they scattered our former class in different classes and he moved away from his friends. Before that we were also friends, our mothers knew each other, but anyway, let's keep our word ... I had gathered the courage to confess my "love" to him, but I kept postponing and one day I decided ... But one of my friends was also in love with him and made a little scandal about why he didn't do anything about it and things like that. I was the only one who understood how I. felt and he noticed it. That's why she decided to share her opinion with me, which is that she misunderstood his hints and he didn't want to interfere in conversations about '' at all. liking ''. I have been scared ever since, and my determination to tell him has evaporated. But on the other hand, the love deepened. A few quiet weeks followed, in which he behaved cavalierly with me, so to speak. But then there was a scandal again (you may have guessed that he is the only boy in the company and therefore everything revolves around him). It turned out that almost a year ago he spoke behind the backs of all of us and the girls' coalition turned against him. I was really offended by this, but it did not affect my feelings in the least - on the contrary, they even intensified. But I didn't dare to tell the others, so in front of my friends I pretended to be mad at him ... But in front of him I behaved as before ... Well, a little more restrained, but still ... Today I decided to talk about his deeds. He flatly denied that he talked about me and that it even sounds absurd to him (I don't know why). He confessed to others. So, my question is what should I do - tell others that I forgive him (it happened a long time ago and we are in the same class for the last year) or continue to participate in the "club" against him? Because my heart hurts when I insult him and say bad things about him without him knowing, I'm not just such a person. I love it, I really am absolutely obsessed with it. I also want to know if he likes me because I really want to be together. When he filled in my lexicon on this topic, he answered with a colon. A friend told me that he told her that he liked me, but I don't think that's true (they broke my heart very often and I'm not trusting). I'm afraid to believe him, because I'll make some attempts to get together, and maybe he'll reject me. Help love it! Thanks in advance!