Not Knowing What You Want ..

The Story

? Hello. I'm writing here with a single purpose, to be relieved. I'm a married young woman. I will not bore you with the problems of my marriage, I would just mention that we have no children at the moment, and both my husband and I are focused on our work. Nearly a year ago we were on the verge of a divorce, just the similarities in character received, we crossed the corridors that were shouting, we were busy, maybe selfish, no one cared about the life of the other, not that we were circling, nothing like that I am convinced of both sides, just everyone was busy with themselves. We had a shared hobby so I met you, an online game/military economic strategy/ So, playing this game I met a man on the other side of Bulgaria, and once was my husband. I was looking for nothing, and with the man across the street we became friends until the first few months that we exchanged the game and some other word about our personal life. In the course of time the we exchanged and the numbers and the chat existed on the Weiber, at his request, and also started phone calls, it turned out that we have a very common thing, at some point he went deeper and partly told me his story would "lighten up". I'm not a person who shares how it's been, I've been loosing, I've seen and closed the subject. After a few days, I was talking about my problems, I also shared partly and so.. A hurricane followed, a chat, conversations as it was his turn.. I broke up with my husband and moved out of our common home for a whole other reason, asked for a divorce, and we set out to act in that direction.. I was vulnerable, and because I'm used to looking for the best in people, I never questioned the word "friends." You see, one minute I was enlightened and I put the question of a rib. I thought it was something more serious, but you make the decisions was a subsequent answer. Okay, the picture made me clear. Perhaps this is the moment to mention that the gentleman in question had a 10-year relationship behind a sponge, a 5-year-old child he cared about. All the current and wires, I had a problem with that I had, I had already hooked up to shout.. I have a relative near his town, grabbed a suitcase and come to the guest.. We were busy, and obviously we were not on the clear why it was done, the next day we went to the sea.. Okay, it's bad. We went through the fights and figured it out afterwards, just like it would be. Second chance, already at a much advanced stage after months, I say that I have the opportunity to go, after one two refused to see me., T. In mine, around my town, I was busy, and as a matter of fact, I had been in a lot of trouble.. The Jans on the part of the gentleman were many, much of them meaningful, I was for 7 days 50 km from him, at his request, because a week before that I was explained and Besnâha, how disappointed by me that I said I would go and hardly the great hopes.. I went de, time for me not find.. , eventually asked me/asked/can I stay for two more days, because he wanted everything to be perfect and he would separate from his precious time for me, which I already came in more and I would whip from there. I then explained that I cannot be a friend because some feelings have emerged, until today, including maintaining some communication, but this is very short.. , I put the point today! So, dear Ladies, whose stories I've been reading for months and wondering if he cares, will he write to me, look for me... Kill that thought out of your head! No, he doesn't care, and even if he's looking for you, and some time ago, the stars have been hitting on you, everything will be backwards, and you're going to twist through the carousel one more time.

Last Updated
September 18, 2020
Author:
amazon_girl

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