Nerves And Yoga

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Hello :) I have been fighting with myself for some time. I have been struggling with bulimia for almost a year, I have not vomited, but during the cold days I can not stop eating and in huge quantities, I am constantly depressed. I have given up alcohol, but not cigarettes, I have the feeling that if I stop them I will become a pig. It's like I'm becoming someone I've always said I wouldn't get up. I was wondering if there is a course, for example, that would calm down these strong bitter emotions a little, I am constantly angry with myself, my family, my peers. In fact, neither am I a bad person, nor are they. I have seen that no one is perfect, but I am tired of disappointing myself and others, they believe in me and I do not. Every day and the little hope for a better day collapses and this is a reason to eat: (And there is always a lot of food in us, maybe if there wasn't ... but maybe. The other is the problem with my nervous stomach, I'm worried about going somewhere in great need, somehow since I was a child it's a problem. I have exams ahead of me, which I think I can't take, I feel so bad that I'm ashamed of myself. I know that it seems insignificant to all of them, but it is not for me. Please, if anyone knows how to get rid of it even a little, please tell me.

Last Updated
July 29, 2020
Author:
andrea_is_here

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