My Understanding Of Sexuality

The Story

Hello, dear readers. A 17-year-old girl writes to you. My story is as follows. I had a serious relationship (about 2 years), he was my first sexual partner, I hoped the only one. I always wanted the man I would spend the rest of my life with to be my first and only ... Naive, right? Anyway, you can assume that we broke up, respectively, and my childhood dream will remain unfulfilled. I "gave" him my virginity after the 5th month, I would not say that I give up easily, and to this day it is so. Now I'm with another guy that I adore, but ... I don't feel ready to have sex and I think I'll wait some more time. So my thought is ... Is it so bad (as in my imagination) to have more than 1 sexual partner? Does that make me less worthy? I assure you that I define myself (and not only myself) as smart and reasonable. But if by the time I find MY HUSBAND there are ... five? Please, opinions from competent people, giving an objective opinion .. Thank you !!

Last Updated
August 07, 2020
Author:
killy_woo

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