My Trust In People And Women In Particular?

The Story

I'm going to start by being a man in my thirties. The problem is that I can't trust anyone, and especially a woman, I almost never trusted them, having done it once, and I'm going to get into the details! Even though he wasn't cheating on me after some cohabitation, he ended up stabbing me with the argument that she needed a real man! A real man in her head and that of her mother was an educated man who would work and watch a family and she was a housewife! Except I'm not that at all! I never finished my higher school because it was stupid to me and it still is! I'm smart, and I know three languages a lot, but I only deal with... I'll say it trade! Things in the gray sector inside and outside Bulgaria. I'm old-school in general and I have an awful lot of relationships and contacts with all kinds of personalities on all floors, but I'm living a super middle school. I got a car for $5,000. in my clothes are nothing special, to decent but not expensive and branded. I have a lot of money invested in properties, land and property in different places, on bank accounts in and out of Bulgaria, I do not flaunt anything absolutely because I do not want any attention to fall on me. I've secured my life for at least 50 years. I don't have to work anything, but it sucks that I don't want to stand alone. I've had a lot of relationships, but there's a point where everyone's asking me what you're doing? Or why you don't workweeks in a row lying down... and then you're gone for weeks? ! Where do you always get money for everything and not work??? What do you do? If it's not them, then their parents ask me questions. Of course, I can't, and I don't think I'm going to tell them anything, and I'm always bluffing them as much as I can! But sooner or later they put me in columns like a lazy, slacker, a man with no incentive, a man who can't look after a family, or a cashless guy without an education, and what's really far from the reality of me. How can I trust a woman or anyone I want next to me? I would never reveal what I do, what I own, etc. but I guess I'm going to be alone. Considering my parents are normal people living on a salary, and even they have no idea how I would trust a woman. Like I said once, I tried and got hurt.

Last Updated
June 23, 2020
Author:
loveoral21

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