My Teacher!!!

Hi! I want to share something that I've been wondering about for a long time! There is a huge probability that my English teacher is a former addict, and no wonder and present, because she was almost never adequate in class, I mean distracted, look at one point, easily gets nervous, never knows what we did last hour and claims that she never remembers teaching the given material! Rumors at the school on the road and over the road about being a junkie, but all sorts of rumors are popping up, so I don't trust them very much! I mean, he doesn't teach me anymore, but we stayed close. There is almost no person who likes her at school, but I like her very much because she is super cute with this disorientation and in general are very similar to our characters! I want to know if that's true, not to "confirm" it to everyone else, but because I care about her and I don't want anything dangerous to happen to her. While he was teaching me, we talked a lot, always looking for me when there was something, always not feeling well, I knew I could tell her, and so for 1 year we got very attached... She's never been indifferent to me, I've even had to fantasize about things with her and she was making enemies, but most likely in a joke, I guess it's from puberty because I'm definitely not a lesbian..! So I'm really worried about her just... And even more, so that you once said to me, I'm not a good person, you just don't know me. please advise This story is quite serious, and I would be grateful if you would post it!