Hello, I turn to you for advice nothing more. I don't want to be judged and so on. I have a friend for a year and a half he travels by ship. From the very beginning of our relationship, when we didn't know each other at all, I was with someone for a short time. I really liked the man I slept with and went out with, I didn't have contact with my friend. We were constantly arguing, and as young children I thought that separation was inevitable. It so happened that the man I was dating ended my relationship with me, and I was very much in love with him. I'm already with my boyfriend, everything is fine, but ah this conscience. Sometimes, even quite often, I think about what I did. I liked the man very much, I was depressed, I'm not sorry, let this be a lesson for me, but a lesson at the cost of what I'm just like that, I constantly think, I think, and I end up doing nonsense. It is only when one makes a mistake that one realizes one's mistakes. It's been a long time, but somehow I do not accept this fact. It is not said that my friend was not with another while he was there, even once, because he kept calling me as if he was checking on me. All this adventure happened when we hadn't heard from each other, we hadn't written for a week or two. I am writing this story to give me advice on how to overcome this nonsense, why I am like this, how to change, how to be above things. Thanks.