My Story

The Story

Hello! I don't know how much some of you will understand my situation, but I hope to get at least a little help. I like a boy from my class from the summer of 2019 until now. He is good, kind, funny, smart, beautiful and I have always sympathized with him. Let's say his name is Ivan. So many different things have happened over this period of time, but I will not go into details. Sometimes I think he has the same feelings for me, but I often think I'm wrong. The problem is that over time, my feelings for him fade. I used to feel that specific feeling in my stomach, but now it is gradually fading. I am very confused. Two new acquaintances have happened in my life recently. The boys are 2-3 years older than me. We both became good friends. And here I will save some details. The problem is that since I met them, gradually I began to perceive Ivan simply as a classmate. I want to continue to like Ivan. If you ask me why I want to continue - I do not know. Really I do not know. I just feel it inside. It's unlikely that anything will happen between me and my two new friends, but I don't want it to happen either. Yes, they are fun, beautiful, smart, hellish, but they are not for me. I would like not to see them so often, but there are two days a week when we must see each other (go sports together). I hope you understand what I mean. I would like advice on how not to think about my two friends. I just want Ivan to be the only boy I can think of and truly love. I want to bring that spark back to me. I will be grateful to anyone who can help me in any way. And thank you to everyone who took the time, to read my story. One big thanks!

Last Updated
August 31, 2020
Author:
hello_zoe

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