I'm in a big hole from wherever I look. I can't find a job, mostly because I lack any confidence that I can succeed. It's the same with women, if someone looks at me and smiles at me, thoughts immediately arise in my head "Am I dirty with something, why is he looking at me like that !" and the like ... You know, the worst thing is that I know that with such thinking I will not get to anything good, neither personally nor professionally. I no longer know what to think about myself, I have come to the conclusion that I cannot be normal, this life I live cannot be normal. Probably someone will tell me "Well, change something then, what are you waiting for ?!". Believe me I'm trying to change something, but how do I change my psyche and start believing? !! Whatever I do, I still think it won't happen, and it usually doesn't. : ) I have tried the opposite - I try to think that it will happen, even if I imagine that it happened, it still does not work. I would like to return to the topic of normal things: D so ... do you think it is normal for my last girlfriend to be 5 years ago, is it normal that I have never talked to a girl live? And is it normal to have only internet dating? All these questions provided that it was a 25-year-old man. And what do you think about internet meetings? I think it's a double-edged sword, if you meet an honest person and you're like that, maybe something interesting will happen. But most people are not what they are on the internet. In this space, everyone can be whatever they want, in the beginning it's nice, but in the end there is always someone hurt. I've come to the conclusion that no matter how honest you are with someone you keep in touch with, there is no guarantee that you will be reciprocated from a meeting. It would be nice if I could make contacts live, but if I see a girl I like, when I try to say something I turn red and swallow my grammar. Funny or not - that's me. I will be happy if people who have been through the same write and share something that will be useful to me.
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Regarding the job, I can tell you that with a little more perseverance you will find about women sori dude no one can help you so you will stay a lifetime. My advice is to start practicing some martial arts to become stronger