My Parents Don't Let Me See Each Other

Hello! I have been planning to share my story here for a long time and I finally decided. I hope someone helps me. Three years ago I met a boy from another city. At the beginning of last year, quite unexpectedly, he called me and I realized that he was in the barracks, in my city. He asked me to visit him and I decided to go once (then I started going whenever I could). From there, something like a relationship began, which I thought ended when he left. I didn't think he would call me again after that, but at the end of December he called me and asked to see me. We met and he started telling me that this shouldn't end between us and he wanted us to be together again. We met again. Since then, we have seen each other as often as the distance allowed. However, there was another obstacle that I had not thought about - my parents do not allow me to go to him and I had to hide and lie to them (which I am really ashamed of). I tried to talk to them, but that's not the point. I was still young (I'm 18 years old), I didn't realize the consequences of all this, it's not moral and so on. My friend was very annoyed by this, he kept telling me that I had to determine my own life and I fully understood it, but what could I do. My mother is a very proud person, I have the feeling that if I keep insisting we will fight for life. My boyfriend told me that he loved me very much and did not want to lose me, but he wanted his girlfriend to be with him or at least to be able to see each other more often. So a week and a half ago we broke up and the only reason is my parents. I thought, that after moving to another place we will be able to be more together, and he could not wait a little longer. Now we hear from time to time and he hints to me that we have a chance, but I have to get rid of parental control. But how do I do that while still depending on them And I thought that since he loves me so much, he can wait. What to do? I love him terribly much and I want to be with him, but now it's not possible. Should I wait and when I take control of my life (which I think will happen soon) to look for it? that by loving me so much he can wait. What to do? I love him terribly and I want to be with him, but now it's not possible. Should I wait and when I take control of my life (which I think will happen soon) to look for it? that by loving me so much he can wait. What to do? I love him terribly and I want to be with him, but now it's not possible. Should I wait and when I take control of my life (which I think will happen soon) to look for it?